[SBundrick]

It's been 6 months and 3 days since the loss of our first child. Due to a horrible ectopic pregnancy in january. Lost a tube, as well as part of my uterus. We finally got the ok to start ttc again. We've been trying almost 2 months now. I thought after all of that it would be easier to get pregnant and thats not the case. I'm just getting to the point where I feel like its just not meant to be. The first time we tried for 7 months to get pregnant and finally when it happened I went through a 3 month long emotional roller coaster. And it ended with the ectopic. I dont know, I guess I'm just scarred once I finally get pregnant, what if its an ectopic again and I lose my other tube as well as the rest of my uterus.

[luvmykids623]

I am so sorry for your loss. TTCAL is such a terribly scary journey. Everything that you are feeling is normal. I hope that you get your sticky bfp soon!

[StaceygirlPa]

I am sorry for your loss. I agree with Lori. TTCAL is a scary journey. The ladies on here are wonderful. Feel free to vent when you need to vent or cry when you need to cry.

[SBundrick]

Yeah that seems like what i'm doing a lot lately. Too much time on my hands, But I know it will all get better in time. But thank you :] I feel like all of my friends have no clue what im going through. This will help me out a lot, because theres people that understand.

[lindsey2000k]

I am so sorry.
I went through an ectopic in May and this month I am back to TTC again as well.
I wish you good luck and hope you dont have to wait to much longer.

[.:Shortcake:.]

((HUGS)) I hope you get you rainbow baby quickly!

[outnumberedX3]

I'm SO sorry for what you went through with your loss. HUGS hon. I hope that you get pregnant soon!!

[missy123]

I am so sorry

It is hard to deal with loss but then not getting pregnant fast after is so depressing. I went through 2.5 years and 4 losses with so much pain and sorrow in there. I got so depressed at times I was taking antidepressants. It was a really hard journey. Hang in there and post a lot in here. Without these girls I would have ended up in a mental ward!

((hugs))

[melissalaw]

I am so sorry for your loss and all you have been through. Just know that you can vent here anytime you need to. the ladies here are so understanding and supportive. I understand about not having any friends to talk to about what I have been going through. If someone has not been through a loss they just can't really understand the pain. I hope your stay here is short and sweet and you get your rainbow baby soon!!

[SBundrick]

Thank you all so much, I'm very very grateful for all the kind words.

[kaylakay]

I am so sorry.

I send you the best of luck and prayers.