[JesSsica]

Ok, I caved. I took a test on what I think was about 12DPO, three days after I had some red blood once in the morning (possibly implantation spotting???). It was BFN. I'm so mad at myself. The last time I was pregnant it was BFN at 12DPO and I counted that cycle out. Then 2 or 3 days later I tested again and it was BFP.

I told myself this time that I wasn't going to go through the disappointment of a BFN early but then I caved. Now I'm feeling like I'm out on one hand but then hopeful on the other. I've had a BFP as early as 8DPO before so I was hoping for a repeat.

Of course my dh doesn't know I snuck and bought another test so the test I promised I wouldn't touch until I was late is still sitting un-peed on in my cupboard. LOL

Today is day 28 day in my cycle. My cycles are usually about 28 days. No PMS, no nothing. Since I've started as late as day 31 (once) my dh told me I should wait until at least a day after that just to make sure and not to "waste money" on a test. I laughed and said he's a dude and has no idea that a peed on test is considered money well spent for the knowledge of what's going on by a woman TTC. LOL

We agreed on day 32 if I haven't started and that's this Saturday. I'm going to wait. If I don't start bleeding for sure, Saturday is it. I won't cave...

=)

[EJsMommy]

good luck. FX crossed for you!

[JesSsica]

Of course right after I posted this I started spotting so either:

A: I'm now implanting baby B since baby A implanted on Friday (HA!)
B: Friday's swipe of blood was a fluke and TODAY is really implantation day
C: AF will be here in full force in the morning

I'm going with C.............. =\

[.:Shortcake:.]

((HUGS)) It's sometimes so hard to be strong and avoid temptation. I hope you get a surprise BFP

[melissalaw]

I hope it does turn out to be implantation spotting and you get your BFP on day 32. It is so hard not to test. I usually test and don't tell my DH unless it is a BFP. What they don't know won't hurt them..lol.

[outnumberedX3]

FXed that it's implantation spotting and not AF!!!

[*SamF*]

Hope AF stays away and it is implantation!!

[JesSsica]

After pink spotting last night I woke expecting AF in full force-- nothing. Even after BD'ing and going #2 (tmi...) still nothing.

It's lunchtime and no AF. Officially one day late. Saturday won't come fast enough! =)

[acchickpea]

Oh you are too funny! You are exactly right that men do not have the slightest idea of what a women think going through the TTC process.....
My fingers are crossed and I'm looking forward to seeing that BFP picture!!!!!

[L-SBB]

so you're saying I need to stalk you on Saturday instead? Good luck to you when you test....now I'm going to sneak around in here this weekend to see your result!