I Guess Not...

BeckyBozeman · #1 July 23rd, 2011, 10:02 AM

So I thought that my cycle was returning to normal, but now I'm not so sure...

I've had CM and PMS type symptoms at the same time that I normally would, but according to my schedule I should be O'ing today. This morning's OPK was lighter than yesterday's... I'm charting temps too so hopefully I'll know if the OPK just misses it.

I shouldn't be upset or worried. It hasn't even been 2 weeks since my loss. But I was holding on to a slim hope that I might end up pg again before af even came... I'm trying to just trust that my body will do let it happen when it's ready but it's so hard... I want to be pregnant right now!!!

Grrrrr.... thanks for letting me have my silly vent.

Jen71 · #2 July 23rd, 2011, 10:10 AM

Ugh, I know the waiting is so hard. My cycle is still a little off and I was always a very regular 28 dayer. Best wishes

.:Shortcake:. · #3 July 23rd, 2011, 10:59 AM

((HUGS)) I know it's frustrating. Sometimes your body will gear up to O and then for whatever reason it doesn't... sometimes wait a few days and then it will.

lindsey2000k · #4 July 23rd, 2011, 01:13 PM

I typically O about 2weeks later than normal after a loss.
Just keep using your opks & temping and hopfully iit happens quick.

pepper73 · #5 July 23rd, 2011, 03:20 PM

I understand your frustration. I O'd about 3 weeks after my loss so I agree to keep temping and using the OPK's and of course BDing. Good luck!

melissalaw · #6 July 25th, 2011, 01:05 PM

I understand your frustration. it has been 8 weeks since my loss and my cycle is still crazy. I didn't O until about 5 weeks after my loss.

BeckyBozeman · #7 July 25th, 2011, 02:13 PM

I'm really just trying to be patient right now. I know that, especially compared to some of the ladies on here, I have had a relatively easy road of this... at least physically. I'm only on CD 14 after my loss and my body is still behaving like it's getting ready to O... CM, PMS symptoms, increased libido, etc. I'm doing daily OPKs and temping as well so at this point it's out of my hands.

I just want a LO so badly - and I hope that this violated/robbed feeling will go away a little if I get one.

You ladies are a wonderful resource and source of hope for me so I thank you all very much!