[-hopeful-]

i just found out today that one of the nurses i work with is also expecting #5....due in feb. now i'm going to have to watch 2 people grow when i should be with them. i seriously cant take it anymore. i want to quit my job so bad you have no idea. i physically dont know how i am going to move on. i'm supposed to be prepping for my next ivf, everyone around me is pregnant i could just die. i am totally heartbroken. its never going to be my turn....

[EJsMommy]

I am so sorry. Seeing other ladies being pregnant that you are around closely at work is never easy when you want to be in their "shoes" (being pg). It is very hard to stay positive but perhaps hopeful that it will happen for you too. {{{Hugs}}}

[.:Shortcake:.]

((HUGS)) I honestly know exactly how you feel. Time and time again I have watched others go on to have their babies when I should have had mine around the same time. I hope your IVF work and your holding your rainbow baby soon.

[missy123]

I am so sorry you are going through this. The pain of wanting to be pregnant and having a baby is so hard... Loss mixed with infertility is even harder. ((Hugs))

I hope you get pregnant soon.

[melissalaw]

I am so sorry for what you are going through. It is so difficult to see others pregnant when it should be you. I'm praying your next IVF gives you your rainbow baby!!

[outnumberedX3]

I'm sorry honey It's definitely not easy to see others pregnant after you go through a m/c. YOU WILL HAVE A BABY....just repeat that to yourself when you get down. It's SO hard to see the light at the end of the tunnel but once you hold that precious baby all of the pain and heartbreak goes away. HUGS!!

[sandel07]

I know it is hard to see pregnant ppl when you want it so bad your self....Stay positive, it will happen!!!! (thats what I keep telling myself)

[-hopeful-]

thanks girls. JM is a whole different world because we have all been through the same thing or similar situations i just think IRL having to deal with all of this is so hard. i seriously want to quit my job but i know that i wont. and i will get through this. i feel like i'm putting so much pressure on this next cycle to work i dont want to be overly anxious.....sigh......one day at a time i guess right?

[nala139]

I know how you feel too, I actually am trying to get a new job right now because i work with too many women that are getting pregnant and I just cannot mentally do it anymore. I am hoping to work at a smaller place so at least there won't be so many pregnant women, or that is what I am hoping for. I really hope your next ivf works.

[luvmykids623]

I so know how you feel, and it's one of the worst pains ever. This past school year I had 3 pregnant coworkers that I see multiple times a day. One was due 2 days before me, one 2 days after me, and one 2 weeks after me. It was hell on earth, and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. I'm sorry you have to know what this is like!