I don't even know how to discuss this because it's sounds ludacris to begin with but here I go;
When my loss first started to happen on July 1st we went to the ER and saw a very small gest. sac. Perfectly normal for the time frame. But I was bleeding very very heavily. The following day, I woke up to the worst back cramps I ever had. Heavy bleeding, clots, etc. I went on the following Tuesday (because the office was closed for the 4th) and my beta's were drawn, they had dropped, the MW saw my bleeding and "confirmed" the M/C.
That Friday I went back to the Dr. for a F/U and my beta's were drawn. To everyone's suprise, my beta's doubled. However that night I'm relatively sure I passed the fetus. Not to cause nightmares for everyone, but I distinctly could make out the baby. It didn't look like a mini baby but more like the fetus pictures in the books. A little shrimp the shape of a lima bean. It had "nubs" for an arm and distinctly two eyes on each side. I remember wanting to be so hopeful for the songogram that following Monday I dismissed it, although I knew what I held.
That Monday I had the sonogram (the 11th). The sac had grown considerably, but there was no heartbeat. A beta later confirmed everyone's fears. I started Misoprostol the following day. It did nothing. I had to take another round that Wednesday. I started getting cramps but nothing as bad as the Sunday two weeks prior. I did pass what I believe was the sac. It's pretty hard to mistake that feeling :X
I thought all was over, I stopped bleeding/spotting around the 25th of July. I started charting and picking up the pieces of my life. Yesterday was a bad day as you can see from yesterday's posts....
Well it got much worse. I haven't had any spotting or bleeding, just a lot of EW CM that is tinged with old blood here and there. So last night I go to the bathroom, mind you I had no cramps, nothing and when I wiped there was the same traumatizing "lima bean." Only this time it was gray, as you can tell it had been deteriorating
It had the same make up, the two eyes, the "shrimp like," appearance and only 1 "nub." DH looked at this one, he refused the first time. We cried for a good hour in the bathroom. I had some light red bleeding for about 20 minutes after but then it stopped.
Today I have cramps pretty bad. I've had the back pain too. No bleeding, just some brown spotting. With AF I get really bad leg pains in my upper thighs. I have that as well. It couldn't possibly be AF this soon could it?
I know I should call my doctor but I'm not sure what is going on? Did I loose twins? Both "beans" looked exactly the same, just weeks apart.
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