[cheeky_monkey]

we lost our little angel and it still hurts a lot and I still can't really digest it that we're still not pregnant

I am really happy about all the girls that are managing to get pregnant during this cycle and I am cheering for you all from the other side of the globe, but I am finding it a bit hard to come and post here to tell you the truth, that is why lately I have been semi MIA

So even though I'm not here as much as I used to be until a few weeks ago i think about you all, all the time and I hope that you all manage to get those BFP's as soon as possible!

[*SamF*]

[EJsMommy]

[lindsey2000k]

I'm sorry.
I understand how you feel the bfp booms make it hard when you are not part of them.
I have had my times where I just skip over some posts.

[.:Shortcake:.]

((HUGS)) Sometimes you just have to take a step back.

[cheeky_monkey]

thanks ladies. What is making it feel even worse right now is that friends IRL are all getting pregnant - even those who have miscarried after I did have managed to get preg before I did. It is not a race but I feel like I am waiting at a bus stop and the busses are passing by either full or they simply keep on going.

I know that they do not have problems like me, but then again come on big guy upstairs, when are you going to give me a break???

I miss my old self the one who was happy most of the time. Now all the time I worry that we will end up without children. I love DH, with all my heart and soul, but I still wish we do not end growing up together alone