I guess I find it strange that I am sitting here, wishing it would be over. I mean if there were the slightest chance that those numbers were wrong, I would still be hopeful. But, they weren't. Almost all of my pregnancy symptoms have subsided. I took another hpt...yeah, I know. I just wanted to be sure they weren't wrong or something. ridiculous, I know. But, the line was lighter. So....I just want it to start already so I can move on emotionally. I feel like I am sitting here in limbo.

No cramps, no spotting. nothing. I almost wish I didn't know those numbers so I could have enjoyed these extra days of pregnancy...but that may also sound weird. Anyways, I just wanted to vent a bit. sorry.