[cheeky_monkey]

and it seems that I have 3 follies measuring 0.8 each on my right side!

I love this board but pls keep us in ur T&P so that we might finally get our rainbow baby.

Tomorrow should have been my EDD and instead I ended up at the gynae outpatient listening for a freakin hour to a baby's hearbeat coz the mum was in for monitoring. Also was surrounded by preggo ladies. I ended up not even enjoying the news of my 3 follies, came back home and went to sleep rather than have a major cry

[pepper73]

You are in my thoughts & prayers! I totally understand about how much it hurts to be surrounded by pregnant women & babies. It's like a slap in the face. Soon it will be our turn though...I have faith in that!

[cheeky_monkey]

thanks!

I really hope that ur right! It was really bad this morning. I felt physically sick and kept on telling DH that I felt like I was going to throw up (I'm not capable of throwing up - never manage to - in fact I always tell him that I have a stomach made of steel). This morning it took all I had not to go to the toilet and throw my gutz up

It seems now that I belong to the 'usual group' group. The nurse who did my tvus told me that everyday she has a group of women like me who go to have their follies checked and in order to spare them the uncomfortableness of being picked out in front of all the preggo women the security calls out for the usual group and they go and wait to have thein bits checked.

The only thing is that I am praying - no make that begging - the big guy upstairs, not to keep me long part of this 'usual group'

[TheOtherMichelle]

That's good news on the follies (lol..cute name)

Sorry, though, to hear about having to be around pregnant women. When I had my D&C I heard the babies crying in recovery. Yeah.... I wish they had better planning on that sort of thing. I hope the next few days takes away the sting, and of course, that you will have your rainbow baby soon.

[.:Shortcake:.]

Glad to hear you have 3 follies (That's exciting) sorry you had to go through the having to be around the pregnant ladies right around your EDD. ((HUGS)) I hope you get your rainbow baby very soon.

[cheeky_monkey]

thanks Katie! This is the most I've ever had. I was scared that she wouldn't find anything since ob started me on the lowest dose. Maybe finally my body decided to cooperate and do what it was created to do in the first place

lol michelle if you like that you should see what I call my ovaries then

[Hopefulpinkangel]

Praying that you get your rainbow baby really soon!!

[cheeky_monkey]

thanks Jennifer! Hope that you will have ur little rainbow soon as well

[Cait&AngelAbove]

You are in my thoughts and prayers!!!

[cheeky_monkey]

thanks Caitlin!!

[joanna26]

T&Ps sweetie! Good luck!

[cheeky_monkey]

thanks joanna!!

[*SamF*]

three follies is great!! How many more days of Follisitm do you have?

[cheeky_monkey]

hope that one of them will be *it* this month. I have another two days, one on Wednesday and the last one on Friday.

I'm worried that they might be a bit small though. They're only 0.8 (lol i have triplets as follies coz all three are the same size)

[humnck]

You are in my T&P!!

I can totally understand being upset too, when I went in for the u/s that showed no hb, there was another couple in there that got "good" news and they sat right across from us in the waiting room the whole time, I was balling my eyes out and she had this happy face. I have faith it will be your time soon!! GL with the follies

[cheeky_monkey]

thanks! I really appreciate it usually when i go in for my u/s's i always manage to find to find someone who's pregnant. I hope that when hopefully i'll be pregnant i won't have that smug smile on my face, especially in front of other women who would not have a large bump in front of them

[LilHerndon]

Congrats on the 3 follies! I know what you mean by being around pregnant women, especially in that sort of setting. It seems ever since my ectopic all I see are women with gigantic baby bellies and I get so angry/upset because I always think "that should be me." I just have to pull myself out of that mindset and think positive about the road ahead instead. Good luck this cycle!!

[cheeky_monkey]

Thanks Lindsay! I hope so. Lately I have realised that I have become sort of bitter, especially when I see pregnant women around. I hate being like this. usually i am the clown of the group - now I am the one who is all the time talking about babies - without the group. I don't blame most of my friends for giving me more 'space' at times

I've become a horrible friend I guess