[humnck]

Poor DH, last night I was a mess and I couldn't explain why because I don't really know why. The only thing I can think is that my hormones are so out of whack right now trying to adjust back to normal, but last night we were getting ready to go upstairs to go to bed and I just got suddenly depressed and tears started rolling. I wasn't crying hysterically, just couldn't stop the tears. He kept asking if there was something he could do and if it was something he did to make me upset, I wanted to laugh, because I really couldn't explain it. Anyways, I am the same way this morning, having to fight back the tears though, because I am at work. I have never wanted AF to show up so badly, because I really think if it does, I will be in a better mood (WHOA, did I just say that, no one tell DH that...lol)!

Thanks for listening

[joanna26]

Don't feel bad girl, I have been the same way off and on since the m/c and it is definitely worse right around AF time. It really freaks DH out because I am normally not emotional at all and virtually never cry. Random things trigger it. When I went to my OBs office for b/w last Friday it took everything I had not to cry in the waiting room and I literally cried all the way back to work after I left. I have been there several times since the m/c with no issues at all, but I sat there for like 30 mins surrounded by young couples clearly there for their first 6 week u/s and so excited - it just hit me really hard again.

[.:Shortcake:.]

((HUGS)) Sometimes you just need to let it all out and cry. I know how it is being super emotional. I hope that AF arrives soon so you can move on.

[humnck]

Thanks, ladies! Writing that really helped get some of it out! Just hope it stays away, I have PT in an hour and a half and my therapist is pg, so we will see how that goes. I do not heart hormones...lol!

Joanna, I am sorry that you had to deal with that, I have an appt next Thursday that I am dreading for the same reasons...hopefully that day will be a better one so I can handle it!

[*SamF*]

the hormones suck. And I agree sometimes we just need a good cry.

[L-SBB]

HUGS...after my D&C i had to wait 47 of the freaking longest days of my life waiting for AF to return. I cried a lot too...at stupid stuff, commercials with babies, the whole bit. There was a point when I wondered if I'd ever quit crying at a drop of a hat...it does get better, and truly AF returning does (weirdly) help bring some closure and new hope for the future. Be kind to yourself for now, it will get easier.

[acchickpea]

Writing things out does make the situation a little better.
Sometimes a good tear/cry is good to clear out the mind!

[humnck]

I think I may actually be O'ing! TMI alert - I am pretty sure my CM was "egg whiteyish" - I made that word up - lol! That helped a little, then HR decided to bring me back down a little by telling me the co only matches donations to United Way once a year, during the "drive"...silly thing to upset me, but it makes me mad that they don't match all year...argh! LOL!

[.:Shortcake:.]

Good luck hun