feeling so unhappy - (kids ment, m/c ment)

3Sapphires · #1 September 7th, 2011, 10:12 AM

I am sure it is partly the weather, it has been raining all week and just pulling me down into a dismal place, it is also party because I look at my now almost 5 year old and 3 year old, and remember them being babies. I miss having a baby to snuggle and nurse.

When Adam turned 3, Nate turned 1. I was supposed to have an 8 month old when the boys had their birthdays this year.

But my belly and arms are still empty.

I am being lapped by other people from my sept '08 ddc. so many of these women are on the 3rd and 4th babies since then - If I could have one ounce of their fertility I'd be thrilled.

I'm tired of people telling me I should be happy, while they sit there, never experienced infertility never experienced a m/c.

I hope the sun comes out soon. I think that will help.

Leanne78 · #2 September 7th, 2011, 10:17 AM

I'm sorry Ami.

Hopefully the sun will come out soon and this dreary weather will move on. Fingers crossed that this is your month!

Hopefulpinkangel · #3 September 7th, 2011, 11:39 AM

Oh Ami I understand more than you realize. I feel the same way. Dreary days are really hard for me. I also understand about seeing people in your DDC having kids. I have some in my Sept 06 group that have had 2 or 3 kids now. I'm trying hard to be happy with what I have, but I still feel like I'm not done yet.

I hope the sun comes out for you real soon!

cheeky_monkey · #4 September 7th, 2011, 11:45 AM

I'm so soory Ami that you are feeling like this. Hopefully the sun will shine soon both out and in your house xxx

I know how hard it is, i should have a 2 week baby now in my arms and most ppl expect me to be bouncy anna again. ppl who have never experienced infertility of some kind simply do not get it. Do not let them get to you.