Driving myself insane!! (poss preg mentioned) Updated with pics post 13

LindseyE117 · #1 September 8th, 2011, 11:28 AM

Ok, first let me start off by saying that I seriously doubt I am pregnant (only because it has happened twice in the last 3 1/2 years of trying and I am so jaded on the whole TTC), but I do not want to offend anyone who is going through a loss right now.

Anyway, with that being said, I still have seen no sign of AF. I am now 5 days late. I keep waiting for some sign that AF is coming this way..... but nothing. No swollen or hurting tatas, no cramps, no swelling, no bloating, literally nothing. I have been sick with a severe cold though the last 2 days, and I barely feel better today.

So going on (see here is my crazy coming out with the ramblings), I have been testing every day that I am late because I am a POAS addict and I have tons of my IC's still. So I figure why not? Well I have been getting BFN's until I swear that I see something today early this morning. Then again, it could be my eyes playing tricks on me. Anyway, I have been pacing the house on this "maybe" test, so I take another one at noon and I swear I see an extremely faint if you are not looking you will miss it line again. So I cave and take out my last FRER and dip it in the cup and another extremely faint barely there line pops up, or so I think.

I am probably just going insane and thinking I see something to ease the pain of that huge IVF blunder last cycle. I don't even know when I O'ed this month is at all. I have no symptoms of anything what so ever though. Could I be imagining things???

Ana*Addey*OliveMommy · #2 September 8th, 2011, 11:44 AM

Can't wait to hear if your line gets darker! Hope this is it for you!! Good Luck!

Leanne78 · #3 September 8th, 2011, 11:48 AM

Oh Lindsey, I really really hope this is it for you!!! I didn't have any symptoms at all with my first pregnancy until around 7 weeks. A lot of people don't have symptoms right away, so not having them doesn't mean you aren't. I hope your lines darken up in the next few days. KUP!!!

Cait&AngelAbove · #4 September 8th, 2011, 11:52 AM

You are not crazy! I hope this is it for you!!!

LindseyE117 · #5 September 8th, 2011, 11:52 AM

With my luck it is all in my head, but I will definately keep testing just to make sure. I took some pictures of the tests but because the lines are so faint you can barely see them. I'll keep everyone posted.

lindsey2000k · #6 September 8th, 2011, 11:52 AM

Lindsey I PRAY this is it for you.
With all my pregnancys (exept the exctopic) My boobs always hurt before I even got my BFP but this time they did not start hurting until about 2 days ago and at that its not as I remember with past pregnancys.
I hope and pray this becomes a stronger line over the next few days for you.
After all you have delt with you need this.

LindseyE117 · #7 September 8th, 2011, 11:58 AM

All I am asking for is one miracle. That's all I want! I am praying hard that I am not getting my hopes up for nothing. I didn't want to say anything to anyone about it, but it is driving me insane today. I wonder if I should start taking my progesterone just in case, but then again if I am not pregnant won't that further delay my period?

doremi · #8 September 8th, 2011, 12:11 PM

Good luck Lindsey! I hope this is it for you.

L-SBB · #9 September 8th, 2011, 12:11 PM

you totally deserve a miracle, and i hope that's exactly what this is! I'm a total POAS addict so i'd tell you to go get another box

I can't imagine it's in your head if you're seeing a faint line on a FRER...KUP if you test again today (or tomorrow) i'm totally going to stalk you now...

.:Shortcake:. · #10 September 8th, 2011, 12:23 PM

Lindsey please please take pictures and share with us

I want to obsess with you! I hope this is it for you hun! I have everything crossed!

LindseyE117 · #11 September 8th, 2011, 12:28 PM

I took pictures Katie but they are so hard to see with my phone camera. I'll post them and hopefully someone will see something and think that I am not obsolutely crazy (even though we all know that I slightly am

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.:Shortcake:. · #12 September 8th, 2011, 12:36 PM

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Originally Posted by LindseyE117

I took pictures Katie but they are so hard to see with my phone camera. I'll post them and hopefully someone will see something and think that I am not obsolutely crazy (even though we all know that I slightly am

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YES! Don't keep me in suspense!!!

LindseyE117 · #13 September 8th, 2011, 12:40 PM

Ok so IRL you can barely see them so I do not blame anyone who cannot see them here. The FRER looks blaring BFN in this picture. Like I said, I could be going insane.

Tried to line up yesterdays control line to the 2nd line again. I find it easier to see that way.

The negative looking picture of the FRER. There is something slightly there looking at it in person, but I see nothing in this picture.

.:Shortcake:. · #14 September 8th, 2011, 12:42 PM

OMG I swear I see something on the second IC where they are posted together!!!! I so hope this is it!

LindseyE117 · #15 September 8th, 2011, 12:46 PM

Me too. We BD'ed so much this month it was unreal. Plus my hubby has been religiously taking his vitamins and his clomid. I am just scared that maybe it is all a fluke and tomorrow's test will be negative. I probably shouldn't have said anything just in case.