Chemical pg? (update post 13) 9/11

Ana*Addey*OliveMommy · #1 September 10th, 2011, 05:19 AM

Well I am pretty sure I have had a chemical pg. This mornings test had not even a slight line. Not sure where I am going from here but waiting for AF to show. Hopefully she is not too much longer! I am done testing and will no test again because I have comes to terms with this loss this month. Guess it was just too soon to TTC again to have a healthy rainbow baby.

humnck · #2 September 10th, 2011, 05:40 AM

I am ss! HUGS!! Hope AF shows soon, so you can start TTC again when you are ready!

Ana*Addey*OliveMommy · #3 September 10th, 2011, 05:48 AM

Thanks. I am not sure I am going to be ready again. I keep thinking of my 2 beautiful girls and seeing DD2 almost walking, off bottles soon, totally switching to table foods and not sure I am wanting to do this all again. Maybe its just my fear of a 3rd loss but still think my body and mind are taking a long break from it all.

pepper73 · #4 September 10th, 2011, 05:54 AM

Oh no! I'm so sorry!! I hope that AF shows for you so you can start fresh!

Leanne78 · #5 September 10th, 2011, 06:00 AM

So sorry Hun. I went through this last month and it was really hard to take. AF was delayed about a week for me. Hope it shows up soon for you ao that you can move forward.

Hopefulpinkangel · #6 September 10th, 2011, 06:16 AM

I'm so sorry . . . I know just how you feel.

lindsey2000k · #7 September 10th, 2011, 06:40 AM

I am so sorry

Ana*Addey*OliveMommy · #8 September 10th, 2011, 06:42 AM

Think the hardest part is 2 losses back to back. I really had hoped that if I got pg right away after it, it would be a sticky bean but not thinking so.

If she stays away until Sat I would be happy as we are going to a waterpark for the week and would like to swim!!

doremi · #9 September 10th, 2011, 03:01 PM

I'm very sorry. I also have had two losses in a row. My first was in May at 5 weeks, and my second was a chemical that started on 9/2. I found my body bounced back much quicker after the chemical pregnancy. Good luck deciding whether to TTC again or not. Take some time to breathe and regroup. I'm sure you'll know deep down what is right for your family.

melissalaw · #10 September 10th, 2011, 05:34 PM

I am so sorry for what you are going through.

.:Shortcake:. · #11 September 11th, 2011, 05:05 AM

((HUGS)) I am so sorry I hope that AF shows soon and you can start a new fresh cycle soon.

*SamF* · #12 September 11th, 2011, 05:08 AM

I'm so sorry! I hate the rollercoaster ride. :hugs: hope you get your sticky bean soon!

Ana*Addey*OliveMommy · #13 September 11th, 2011, 06:10 AM

Thank you everyone.

So last night I had 1 spot so I put on a pad woke up with a spot on that and when I wipe its brown and still is. So wondering if I am having a weird start of my cycle or this could be pg bleeding.

Why does this all have to be so confusing!!