As some of you know I had a D&C Friday the 16th.. it was after our first round of IVF. My follow up appointment was 10 days after and it was just to see how I was healing.
He didn't have tissue results yet, so all they did was check my cervix and then take blood to see if my HCG was going down like it was supposed to. I go back in a month for more testing to see if I have a clotting issue.
I didn't do so well after the appointment. Here am I again WAITING. Its always waiting. We can't get pregnant on our own.. have to pay for medical help. Did IVF, had a m/c and now I have to wait to try again.
I saw on FB a girl that announced she was due in April which is when I was supposed to be.
I haven't cried in a while as much as I did last night. I am just so emotionally drained... I go to work looking like crap because I cry so much.
DH suggested I take a break from JM and I think he is right. Especially since today I posted in a thread and kept having what I said questioned. Nothing against anyone I am just tired of trying to explain my feelings when I shouldn't have to. Right now I am just overly sensitive and its not good for anyone. I don't want to say anything to hurt anyone's feelings, so its best if I just stay away for a while.
Thank you to all of those that were comforting me after my loss.. you don't know how much it means. I will be back when I am feeling more myself.
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Post OP doc app - and just need some time away (D&C ment.)
Sorry you are going through all this. Hope a break is just what you need. 
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