Dreams and Miracles (pregnancy mentioned)

StaceygirlPa · #1 September 29th, 2011, 05:05 AM

I believe in Dreams and Miracles. I have been so scared to say anything about this pregnancy to anyone. Up until yesterday Dh, a really good friend of mine and Missy were the only one's knew that I was pregnant. I was so scared that if I said something that something would happen. Although with this pregnancy I will say things have felt totally different. I found out a lot earlier this time around, I have had morning sickness on and off really bad, my boobs are really killing me. Although I am rearlly scared I feel in my heart that this is our rainbow baby.

Missy had a dream that I was pregnant. Then Missy texted me awhile ago and said are you pregnant. I just started to laugh because I just ovulated the day before she texted me. I told her I don't know yet since I just ovulated. She texted me back and said I think you are. When the digi said the magical word pregnant I texted her the picture. She text me back and said I fu------ knew it. She made me laugh and cry at the same time. Missy you have been a great friend through alll of this.

With this baby I am doing everything totally different. With my last loss my old OB really put a bad taste in my mouth. He made me feel like the reason why I lost pumpkin was my fault and my age. I told Bill as soon as I found out I was pregnant that I wanted a new start. I called around and found a OB office in a different town which is about an hour away. I like the people I talked to on the phone. They scheduled my first appointmnet for the middle of October. I started to cry on the phone and asked the lady if they could get me in earlier because all of my losses have been between week 6 and 7 and my first appointment with them would be when I was almost 8 weeks. The nurse asked me if she could call me back. She wanted to talk to the doctor after I told her my history. She called me back and said they wanted me to see a high risk doctor first. They made the appointment for me. The high risk doctor I am seeing is two hours away from me. I saw him for the first time 2 weeks ago and I fell in love with him. I love him and his staff. They treat you like you are a person. The doctor sat down with me and really explained things to me. When I went in yesterday for my ultrasound I was so nervouse I was shaking. I love the tech she talked to me like I was person. The ultrasound tech asked me if I had an ultrasound like that before. I said yes that I have had 3 losses. She said oh my goodness. you must be really nervous. She said hurry up and get undress so we can start. The tech talked to me through the whole ultrasound. They have a screen hanging on the wall so you can see what the tech is seeing while they do the ultrasound. I have been through this enough times that I knew what I was looking at. While I was looking at the screen and what we were seeing at first was just a black hole with no baby in it. I started to get really upset. My urteus is very tilted which makes early scans very hard. The tech saw that I was getting nervous. She turned on the sound and we heard the wonderful heartbeat before we found the baby. I started to cry when I heard it. She finally found the baby way at the top. She said where the baby is and my urteus it is hard to get good pictures of the baby. She said the heartbeat was 120. She said that was a great heartbeat. On the screen it said 7 weeks and some days. I forget exactly what days it said. I questioned her on that because she said the baby was measuring 6 weeks and 3 days. She explained to me that the ultrasound machine is designed for a 28 day cycle. My last cycle was 33 days which would put baby measuring ahead one day. Nobody ever explained that to me. She did a lot measurements and took alot of pictures. When she was done I asked her if I could have a picture. She said I already printed out two pictures for you. I started to cry again. My old ob office I had to beg for a picture. After she got done she said the doctor will be in to talk to you. He comes to all early ultrasounds. She said don't be surprised if he rescans you. She said he is a hand on type of doctor and likes to scan people himself. I was shocked when she said the doctor will be in to see me. At my old Ob office my doctor never came in when I had a ultrasound.

I know in my heart that I made the right choice to change doctors. My new OB office took it opon themselves to schedule me with a high risk Ob before I even see them. My high risk doctor is just wonderful. It is worth the hour and two hour drive to see them.

My high risk Ob said everything is looking really good but he did say you are still early. I said I know. I told him that with my losses none of them ever measured where they were supposed to or a day ahead. He said this was really good.

I go back in 4 weeks to see him and I go in two weeks I think to see my regular Ob.

Thank you everyone for your thoughts and prayers yesterday. When Missy text me and said everybody was thinking of me and prayering I just started to cry. Yes I cry at drop of a hat and I love it.

momof6lopez · #2 September 29th, 2011, 05:24 AM

Stacey, Im so happy your finally comfortable with new dr's, that is so important to your health and your little babys. Congrats again on your rainbow pregnancy and praying for a nice long 7.5 mo's for you. Now i get to stalk you!! Whats your due date?

.:Shortcake:. · #3 September 29th, 2011, 05:34 AM

Stacey I am so glad you found a doctor that suits you! This is it lady your going to have a rainbow baby!!!!

Shadeauxe · #4 September 29th, 2011, 05:35 AM

StaceygirlPa · #5 September 29th, 2011, 05:48 AM

Thank you ladies. The pregnancy hormones are really kicking in. I cry so easy now.

Lori, I am so happy I followed my heart and changed doctors. I am due around May 21st.

Katie, you are next.

Yeah I get the confetti girl. Thank you Courtney

Braysmomma03 · #6 September 29th, 2011, 06:02 AM

I am so happy that you found a doctor that you really like. I was in that same situation with our angel baby, my dr was cold hearted and now I have an amazing doctor, my old dr would have never tested DH to find out if the problem was with him(it is) so we would have been trying to trying and nothing happening. I know how freeing that feeling can be. I am so happy for you and will be stalking you in the DDC

~*Kel*~ · #7 September 29th, 2011, 06:07 AM

I am almost crying reading your post. I know I am still new to this board, and you don't know me that well, but I am so so happy for you.

*SamF* · #8 September 29th, 2011, 06:10 AM

Stacey- I'm so happy for you!!! I'm so glad they sent you to the high risk doctor. I loved mine so much that last time I switched all my OB care to him. He keeps me sane.
And YAY!! We are in the same DDC!!!!!

Ana*Addey*OliveMommy · #9 September 29th, 2011, 06:11 AM

Congrats! So excited for you! Sounds like the right choice to switch DR!

joanna26 · #10 September 29th, 2011, 06:16 AM

Aww Congratulations sweetie! I am so happy for you

pepper73 · #11 September 29th, 2011, 06:25 AM

Oh Stacey, everything about that is so wonderful! I'm so glad you are getting a fresh start with new doctors & that they are so caring & understanding. I'm also glad you have morning sickness! I think that's a great sign! Definitely keep us posted! I am so happy for you!

StaceygirlPa · #12 September 29th, 2011, 06:34 AM

Thank you everyone. I think everyone should follow their heart when it comes to changing doctors. Even though I am still really scared having my new doctors are making this easier.

I am happy we are in the same DDC Sam. It helps having other people you know in the ddc.

missy123 · #13 September 29th, 2011, 06:38 AM

You got this Stacey!!

Leanne78 · #14 September 29th, 2011, 07:15 AM

Congratulations!!!

lindsey2000k · #15 September 29th, 2011, 07:49 AM

Congrats Stacey.
Having a great DR makes all the difference.

melissalaw · #16 September 29th, 2011, 07:55 AM

Stacey I am so happy for you. Reading your post brought tears of joy to my eyes. I'm so glad that you found a doctor that really seems to understand what you need and is such a wonderful hands on doctor. I like to see doctors like that. I will be in the same DDC with you!!!

MeganMomof5 · #17 September 29th, 2011, 08:36 AM

I'm so very happy for you Stacey!!!! I'm glad you switched dr's and are happy with your choice...I'm going to keep you in my T&P and I know your going to have a H&H 9 months! I can't wait to stalk you

kaylakay · #18 September 29th, 2011, 09:10 AM

Your gonna make me cry from your post! Haha. Im so happy for you. Sending lots of sticky dust!

BeckyBozeman · #19 September 29th, 2011, 09:19 AM

Stacey I'm really, really happy for you! So glad that you found a great doc and also that you got that lovely little heartbeat and everything is looking good! Sending you tons of sticky dust and prayers for a very h&h and uneventful pregnancy!

And on a side note: can we figure out a way to bottle Missy dreams???

missy123 · #20 September 29th, 2011, 09:33 AM

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Originally Posted by BeckyBozeman

And on a side note: can we figure out a way to bottle Missy dreams???

I know, right?! I am in no way any psychic or have abilities but it is crazy. The last 4 months I have these dreams and feelings and they are 100% right so far.