Holy Crap!!
So I had no self control and I started testing yesterday morning at 9 DPO... I got a really, really faint line. I wasn't even sure that I was really seeing something. But I started to get pretty excited because my negative tests were stark white and I didn't ever even think that I saw something. This morning's test at 10 DPO with FMU looked about the same as yesterday's and I started wondering if maybe I was hallucinating. But I also noticed that my pee was not very yellow... (TMI, I know!

) so I decided to try SMU if it looked more concentrated. And I got what was a very definite BFP!!
I feel amazingly calm about it right now... it's been such a wonderful weekend, having my sister and mom here, getting to hold and play with my niece. I've just felt glowy. And I think that I just kind of knew that we were going to get this one. I'm waiting for it to really sink in and to start freaking out.
I'm really scared about a lot of things. And I'm going to have to take steps to keep myself sane. But I'm just so happy right now! I feel in love with the entire world!
I want to thank all of you for all of your wonderful support the last few months. It's helped me tremendously to be able to vent and get advice from ladies that had been through what I had. And I so hope that all of you get your Rainbow babies quickly! I'd love, love, love to have more of you in the June DDC!!!
My EDD is June 14th, I'm incredibly grateful and happy and I love you all!!
