[Blue_fire]

So, I think I am either going to take a break or give up. I really can't keep living this way. I really thought this would be my month..it's not. I have invested too much pain and emotion in all this ttc that I can't even have a normal conversation without sounding pathetic. Perhaps if I find a back bone I'll come back but with so many personal anniversaries of lost pregnancies I'm finding it harder and harder to keep my chin up and find joy for those that can have babies......and that just is not the person I started out in this process.
I wish us all to find joy and bliss in life, but I can't stay here for the interim while I heal and try to recapture some form of happiness.

[joanna26]

Big HUGS sweetie!! I think all of us have needed a break at some point. Take a month or two off and catch your breath

[humnck]

I am ss you are feeling that way! I hope the best for you and take all of the time you need!

HUGS!!

[.:Shortcake:.]

((HUGS)) I am so sorry your going through this. TTCAL is hard. I myself have taken many breaks from JM and TTC in general. I hope you find peace in whatever decision you make. We will be here for you if you decide to come back. I know it's hard when you get your hopes up every cycle. I honestly don't get my hopes up anymore because of that. If you ever need to talk I'm here.

[acchickpea]

Sometimes we need a break... I think that would be a good idea so that you can cope and have a better state of mind when you and DH TTC again. We are here when you need us...