I'm so very sorry, Carissa. I wish we didn't have to get to know each other, but I'm glad you found this board. I've been trying for #1 since July, as well, and I had an early loss (4 1/2 weeks) after my first BFP. I can only imagine how difficult this must be for you right now.
The women on this board are absolutely amazing and offer so much support and advice. I hope your body gets back to where it needs to be soon, and that you can heal emotionally as well.