So I'm at the stage of wanting to POAS to see if I would ever see a BFP... So far it's been BFN instead... My husband told me that he feels very depressed because we have tried for so long.... I feel awful that I can't make this a reality for him.....

It really doesn't help that everyone around us are having babies especially his brother and his wife who aren't financially or phisically ready for a baby is about to be due in two weeks.... (I really should be more excited for them.... But it's so hard....)
I want this waiting time to speed up so that I know what is going on with my body.... vent....