[Pitridge]

I had a lot of faith on this cycle, I don't know why, every cycle ends with AF, so why would this one be any different? Tues and Wed I had sharp pains in my left ovaries, I got a bit excited. I started spotting friday, and today I have some cramps, but mostly just very bloated, and that heavy feeling.....I don't know as if to say that I sad, mad....

[Lindz253]

Have you actually started? I had spotting and felt like I was going to start my period any minute when I was pregnant with both of my girls.

Im sorry, don't get up faith. I wish you the best of luck!

[.:Shortcake:.]

it's not over until the fat lady sings. We are here for you hun. Still praying that this is your cycle.

[pepper73]

I agree...it's not over until the witch actually shows. I do understand the disappointment though. We invest so much into TTC, so it's a hard blow when it doesn't work. I hope she stays away though and you get a BFP!

[vrock]

It's so hard to tell the difference. I always spot and feel like AF is coming anyday when I am pregnant. So I really never know I am actually pregnant until AF is late because pregnancy and AF symptoms both feel the same at the very beginning for me. Hope the spotting stops for you!

[humnck]

I agree, don't give up until the evil witch shows! My symptoms are always the same too, for both pg and AF...so tricky they both are!! GL, fingers crossed!

[FL Mama]

Holding out hope for you!!! Keep us posted!

[Pitridge]

Thanks girls!!!! AF showed up last night And we are on to another cycle.....It sucks I planned having kids 2-2.5 years apart, perfect timing, we started at the right time....but mother nature has other plans for us. I shouldn't be beating myself up just because the kids will be so far apart, just having one is a blessing.
I'm sorry I shouldn't be *****ing the this to you girls, most of you have gone through much more than I, please forgive me.

[acchickpea]

Hugs...

[ninja_mommy]

[L-SBB]

Big HUGS Patty...hopefully this next cycle will be your lucky one. I know it's hard when things don't happen the way you hoped/planned....and don't feel like you can't vent here - everyone faces different challenges, and we're here to lean on when they get too difficult to bear alone. HUGS