My SIL had her baby on 11.11.11 (loss & preg ment)

acchickpea · #1 November 14th, 2011, 05:57 AM

My nephew is the cutest little thing.... He's the first nephew and the first baby... Once my SIL had her son I felt like a ton of bricks were lifted from me. I think the thought that she announced her pregnany after 2 weeks of me mentioning my loss created a bitterness towards her pregnancy... I feel awful because I know that's not the type of person I am but it just hurted so bad. Since my nephew came along I think things will start to look up. I don't have to see her pregnant belly which was the big thing that just made me mad because that should have been me. Now there is a little man all I can think of is that I need to get the ball rolling on my end so that he would have a cousin.