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How are you feeling right this moment? Happy, Sad, Frustrated? Let it all out here! Tell us how your feeling or share a smiliy letting us know!

[Lindz253]

I love using these things, they crack me up!

Im feeling over-weight cause my clothes don't fit at the moment. I want to go to this Holiday Market at the Country Club we belong too but everyone always dresses up there and I wish I could just go in sweats. I do want to go to have some drinks so I may just suck it up and suck it in and go.

Wow, long answer - LOL.

Happy, fat and ready for drinks.

[BabyLover]

Happy, fat and ready for drinks! That sounds great!

I go between feeling OK with everything to feeling an overwhelming sadness. I usually cry for a few minutes, hug DH and then I'm ready to move forward. I know we'll make it through, but it's hard (as you all know). I keep asking DH if we can have more babies. He says, yes - lots of them.

[Lindz253]

Awww, that made me smile your DH said yes, lots of them. I know its so hard right now and overwhelming. I hope in time you can start to get better. There are definietly random times sadness will hit but you realize it will get better.

[ninja_mommy]

This is usually one of my tell tale signs of O, waiting for OPKs to confirm. Otherwise frustrated with our moving situation and sad bc one of my best friends is moving to Georgia

[cdukes2010]

sometimes
confused sometimes
every now and then
waiting on "
dreading
exhausted from my 49 hr work week (so far...headed to 60)
feeling like I need a
not wanting to go to Physiology class tonight would prefer to go have instead
for my feelings in smileys haha wishing I could include more but probably need to get off here before I get fired ....or not.

[LittleMomma09]

Frustrated at the moment! Most of the time I am pretty happy! But I am frustrated trying to deal with the upcoming holidays. I love Christmas but I hate the feeling that I have forgot to get someone something... and I still have to get just about all my Christmas stuff.

[kelbert]

I think that about sums it up.

[Nicole1481]

LOL.. Great thread.

Im thinking the sounds good

I feel kinda crappy today. I think Im 10dpo and tested with a dollar store test and Im annoyed and frustrated Im not expecting a BFP this month, but it would be nice.

[BeckyBozeman]

I don't even know right now...

I'm happy because it's my birthday and I'm surrounded by great, loving people that are making me feel very special and loved. I'm happy because my life is so much better than it was at this time last year. I'm happy because I've found a good doctor that's going to help me get my babies and I'm feeling very positive. I'm excited because my sister and little niece are coming to stay with us and will be here for Christmas.

But I'm frustrated that I now have to wait before I can try again. I'm sad because today I should be twelve weeks along with my second angel baby. And I should be 32 weeks along with my first angel. I'm scared and depressed and worried about being able to get my babies...

But I'm ever so very happy that I found this site and have you ladies!!

[BabyLover]

Originally Posted by BeckyBozeman

I don't even know right now...

I'm happy because it's my birthday

[Lcoleman]

Posted a long reply then it disappeared. So now I'm frustrated!

Some minutes of the day I am OK. Thinking about all the things we are going to do to try to conceive again, and how I'm young and it will probably work eventually.

Then some minutes I am not ok. Thinking when is this bleeding going to end? Worried. I still have HcG in my system (still positive tests....first time I've been UNHAPPY to get a BFP). Maybe my body won't expel everything naturally and I'll have to have a D&C. Really want this to be over so we can try again. So many lucky ladies have got BFPs a month or two after loss....that's what I'd really like. But maybe I won't be so lucky. Afraid I may never have a BFP again. And, even if I did, knowing that I would spend 12 weeks living in terror that this will happen again.

Depressed that several facebook friends have announced pregnancies this week. Want to unfriend them just to protect myself. Can I stand 9 months of updates reminding me of just how far I would be along if I were as lucky as them? Blah.

[1InSummerland]

Originally Posted by Lindz253

Awww, that made me smile your DH said yes, lots of them.

I need to and . I should also be for school. But I'm and just want to get a and be so I've been spending way too much time online looking up baby stuff. Also, I smilies.

Also:

@ Lcoleman -

@ BeckyBozeman -

[TKbunny]

I think I'm feeling anxious, scared to death and an underlining happiness I'm kind of afraid to let myself feel happy. I want to be happy. I really do. But part of me fears that if I let myself be happy, I'll jinx it. I hate that I'm missing all the fun of being pg because of what happened before. I panic at every twinge, every little spot of blood, I read between the lines when the Doctor tells me things... I hate it. I want to be HAPPY! On some level I am..but very cautiously. But I want to be over the moon. Isn't that what we all deserve?

[doremi]

To be honest, heartbroken. AF started today (no surprise, I had been having symptoms and knew I probably wasn't pregnant). When I told DH we weren't pregnant this month, his response was, "Well, maybe we're done having babies." I was shocked. I asked him what he meant by that, and he said, "Well, maybe we're too old, maybe it just isn't meant to be. I mean, we've been trying for a long time." I told him that I knew deep down that we were meant to have another, and that we weren't done yet. He said, "Be careful Sarah, what if that isn't what God has planned?" Umm, okay. I then asked if he was still willing to TTC, and he said yes. So, there we have it. He'll still give me sperm, but he's allowing himself to mentally let go of the idea of having a second child. I'm pissed off that he is being so pessimistic. The fact that we have been pregnant TWICE in the last 6 months tells me that we ARE going to have another baby. To say we've been trying for so long, but not factor that in as being significant is just wrong. So, pissed off... and heartbroken at the same time. I know he is saying all of this stuff just because he is fearful of not getting what he and I so desperately want, but it still hurts.

[.:Shortcake:.]

<---- Lol that's how I feel

[Lindz253]

Is there a hangover emoticon?? Cause I need it....

[joanna26]

I'm feeling exactly like this . This is normally my favorite time of year. I love the holidays. But this year I haven't even put my tree up yet. I can't get past the fact that I should be 9 months pg about to have a baby right now. Instead, I'm not pg at all and likely will not be for at least another 5-6 months. I almost wish we were preventing this month so that I could get really, really drunk.

[cheeky_monkey]

I'm feeling pretty defeated this month. Last Monday we went for the monthly U/S and guess what? Soy did nothing for me. Don't know if I can say that I have waited a cycle or not. Now God knows when AF will show up.

One year ago today I was pregnant and I didn't even know it. This month I'm not getting pregnant and God knows if it is even meant to be for us. Christmas is usually my favourite time of year. This year I think it is going to be a sad time for us. Last year we got to know 5 days before Christmas that I was pregnant, this year there will be no big celebrations for us

[Cait&AngelAbove]

I am feeling really sad right now and really clingy to DH. I am just trying to enjoy the holidays!