feels like ages ...(loss ment)

mummy4 · #1 January 7th, 2012, 04:56 AM

hi ladies

It feels like ages since i have been on here and im sorry for being mia, i have been lurking but could not reply and heres the reasons

it was my little girl birthday on 12/19, its been 15yrs since she was born sleeping and december really was a hard month for me and my partner. I found my loss really hard this year for some reason the pain was unbearable and i felt in a really bad place and felt i could not post or offer words of encouragement to anyone which i do fell bad for.

The other reason i have not been on for a while is that on the 1/2 my partner went to visit his aunt with our 4yr ds and found her dead sitting in her chair, needless to say my partner is devastated and my ds is very upset and trying to explain to him why he wont see his aunt again is soooo hard.

I hope you all had a great xmas and new year and i will become more involved from now on

Thanks girls you are the best XXX

martilynne · #2 January 7th, 2012, 06:35 AM

Welcome back. I do know how hard it is to post sometimes. I am so sorry. Loss anniversaries are so hard

.:Shortcake:. · #3 January 8th, 2012, 04:14 PM

Welcome back.

I am so sorry for what you & your partner have been going through.

humnck · #4 January 9th, 2012, 01:27 PM

Welcome back, I am so sorry for all that you are dealing with right now! I hope that you and your partner find some peace and are able to get to a happy place! We are here for you!

MauMama · #5 January 9th, 2012, 07:55 PM

I'm so sorry for the grief you are all in at the moment. How are you all coping?

Anniversaries are so, so hard. I find xmas just makes my pain worse.

Sending lots of hugs.