[martilynne]

So both of my SIL's were pregnant and due in April. My brother's wife on 4/1 and DH's sister 4/14.

Long story short...

DH's sister found out on sunday their baby girl died She was born early Monday morning with the cord wrapped around her ankle so tight that blood could not get through the cord. Her funeral is today.

My brothers wife had a baby girl yesterday morning. Healthy. Beautiful.

I am so broken right now. I feel like such a terrible person because I can't be happy, no matter how hard I try

Oh and stupid AF is about to show. This sucks.

[ninja_mommy]

that's terrible. for all of you.

[Cait&AngelAbove]

Oh no! My thoughts and prayers are with your family.

[BeckyBozeman]

Marti I'm so sorry.... sending you lots of hugs. It really does suck!

[miraclebaby2011]

I am sorry for the loss in your family. I to had a still birth so I can relate to the pain she is in and the pain she will endure. My prayers are with your family

[momof6lopez]

What a tragedy for your family to go through, and you. The emotions will be so terrible for everyone involved, including your brothers wife. Your in a horrible position, like the rest of the family though. I would try and let your brothers wife know what a miracle she has had, and embrace their new life while grieving the loss of your other niece. I don't know how to word this all right, because I would be just as torn as you are. My thoughts and prayers are with everyone today, especially you. Im sorry about the symptoms of AF too, what a horrible day.

[Frangipani]

Ugh, that's terrible. I'm sure the SIL who had the baby has some survivor's guilt as well. I can't imagine.

[luvmykids623]

I'm so so sorry! My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family!

[.:Shortcake:.]

1. Oh no!!! What a tragedy for your whole family. I think it makes it harder for you as well because you have had a loss. So this is opening up all your old wounds. We are here for you dear.

[pepper73]

Oh how heartbreaking! I'm sure the birth of your healthy niece is bittersweet for you and you must be struggling with so many different emotions. The fact that you've experienced loss of your own must make this hit even closer to home, especially with AF knocking on your door. I am so sorry for your family's loss. Life really isn't fair sometimes.