Kristina, I am so sorry for your loss. My name is Rebecca and I have lost 4 angels last year. The support I have received from JM has been such a big part of my ability to emotionally heal and continue to believe for my miracle . The women here are great listeners, supporters, and advice givers. We all know the heartache that you are going through and are here to listen when you need to vent or offer any advice from our personal experiences. I pray that your stay here is very short and you get your rainbow baby real soon. I pray that your MIL health is better too.