Ugh-update on me

ninja_mommy · #1 April 27th, 2012, 01:43 PM

I go in to see my OB Monday. I was surprised, I called to make an appt today thinking it wouldn't be for another 2-3 weeks but he had an opening. Anyways, either we will talk more about what's going on to pursue other testing or he'll just make me cry again.
I saw him in January (3 months post m/c) because cycles were crazy, flow irregular and whatnot. I got the "all bets are off after m/c" line, which I was kind of expecting, but he just had terrible beside manner and was quite rude. I also believed I had a cyst that cycle with no ovulation.

Since I have TriCare (Navy) insurance through DH we don't really have a choice who we see sometimes. He is the only OB at this hospital. So, even though I know we've only been trying 10-11 months now I wanted to get the ball rolling sooner rather than later. I don't want to see him again, but I kind of have to. After that point I can request a second opinion and they have to send me somewhere else since there is no other OB at this facility. (At least this way if I have to get referred out by the time I get to see someone else it will already have been a year.)

So, I'm really nervous. DH and I are also going through marital counseling (basic maintenance) and I am quickly learning that most of this issues are mine. So, I am being referred out for individual counseling and need to see someone to evaluate whether I am depressed or not. So, I'm really going through a trying time through all of this. It's like I'm dealing with all my emotions past-present at once and THIS SUCKS!
I'm not sure how much I will be on here anymore. But I will at least come stalk/update you guys. So, thanks for listening and your support thus far. I really think I would have fell off my rocker long ago if it would not have been for some of the women I talk to on here. I suppose I'll update on Monday either way.

EJsMommy · #2 April 27th, 2012, 03:41 PM

.:Shortcake:. · #3 April 28th, 2012, 05:44 AM

TTCAL is very hard on us not just physically & emotionally but also on the relationships we have with other people. The advice I can give you is go get the help you need. I have been on medication more times than I can count during this emotional journey. It's hard going through a loss and to add the pain of AF arriving cycle after cycle it's just flat out devastating. I'm here if you need to talk hun.

Mrs_lynn.c · #4 April 28th, 2012, 06:05 AM

Ditto Katie couldnt have put it better. I wish the best for you my heart goes out to you. Keep us posted on how your doing and how your ob appointment goes.