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February 19th, 2014, 08:45 AM
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Just wanted to give yall an update on me. I had an ultrasound yesterday at 6 weeks 3 days and the doctor could not find a heartbeat. She was having me come back in week to see if we could find it then. But last night I woke up at 2 a.m. to use the restroom and when I wiped I saw pink. I have been having some brown spotting with no cramps for about 3 days, but when I seen it had changed to pink I panicked. I laid down trying to go back to sleep, but starting cramping and having some back pain. I woke my husband up and we decided to head to the ER. They ran my blood and my hcg came back at 4,090. Last Thursday it was 5,515. The ER doc called my ob and they both agreed I would likely miscarry. The ride home was horrible. It's so unfair. I have had 3 healthy pregnancies and healthy children and now two back to back miscarriages. I'm so sad. I am dreading what lies ahead of me because I know what's coming. My last miscarriage was so painful physically and more than I can bare mentally. I feel like such a failure. I just don't understand. My husband and I have decided we are not trying anymore. We just can't go through this again.

It was nice getting to know you all during my time of ttc and I want to wish all of you the best of luck on your journeys!
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February 19th, 2014, 09:54 AM
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Oh Amy I am so very sorry your going through this again. I wish I could take away all the hurt and pain. It truly isn't fair. Praying for comfort for you and DH during this time. Are they going to run any testing for you?
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February 19th, 2014, 01:22 PM
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I'm so sorry, that is heartbreaking. My thoughts and prayers are with you. ((Hugs))
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February 19th, 2014, 01:36 PM
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Oh Amy, I am so very sorry. It really is just so unfair! You and your family will be in my thoughts and prayers. I hope you are able to find some peace in time. ((HUGE HUGS))
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February 19th, 2014, 02:47 PM
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I am so sorry to hear this I will be praying for you and your family.
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February 19th, 2014, 03:37 PM
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Oh, I am so sorry that you have to go through this. ((HUGS))
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February 19th, 2014, 05:32 PM
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Oh no, I am so sorry to hear this. You are in my thoughts - I know it is so hard. If you need us, we are here.
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February 19th, 2014, 07:25 PM
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Oh Amy I am so sorry to hear of your loss (I replied to your post in the Oct DDC). As time passes you will heal physically and emotionally. Perhaps then you may change your mind about TTC. I hope you find peace and comfort soon
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February 20th, 2014, 09:46 AM
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Thank you all so much for the kinds words. It really means a lot.
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February 26th, 2014, 09:18 AM
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**UPDATE**

Yesterday was the first time I went back to my OB since my trip to the ER last Tuesday. She started to get me prepped for a transvaginal ultrasound because she wanted to see what was going on in there. Since I went to the ER last week, the spotting has completely stopped with no sign of miscarrying. She started talking about how we could just continue to wait and let it happen naturally or schedule a D&C and just get it over with. As she starts looking around in the uterus....she says we aren't doing anything! There is a heartbeat! The baby has grown from last week! We aren't doing anything. OMG! My doctor was shocked and so was my hubby and I. We have just went through hell this past week thinking it was over and there is a HEARTBEAT!!! My baby is a fighter. The doctor said that we aren't out of the woods, but that this was definately good news. I go back Monday morning for another ultrasound. I just can't belive this. I am soooo happy, but soooo scared. I don't want to get my hopes too high.....just taking it a day at a time. Prayers appreciated for my little baby!
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Treston, 20 ~ Tanner, 15 ~ Lali, 4
My little angel babies~ lost 10/2013 @ 7w1d (June DDC) & 3/2014 @ 8w2d (Oct DDC)
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February 26th, 2014, 09:24 AM
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This is such wonderful news! I am so happy for you. Many prayers for continued growth!!!!
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February 26th, 2014, 09:51 AM
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Oh wow!! This is amazing news I hope everything goes smoothly and you have a H&H9M!!! I will keep all of you in my prayers
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February 26th, 2014, 01:32 PM
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Oh my gosh, what wonderful news! What a fighter!!!

You and your little one are in my thoughts and prayers.
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February 26th, 2014, 01:41 PM
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Prayers for you, DH and baby. Hold on, little one!
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February 26th, 2014, 01:45 PM
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Wonderful news, I'm so happy to hear!
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February 26th, 2014, 04:43 PM
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Sending sticky dust your way. Hope your little fighter keeps on growing. Congrats on the news!
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February 27th, 2014, 02:42 AM
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Great news! Stick little one and STAY PUT!
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February 27th, 2014, 04:31 AM
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Oh Amy that is wonderful news!! Praying that this little miracle is your rainbow baby!!
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