Well, even though AF is still a no show, I really don't think I'm pregnant. And surprisingly, I'm ok with that. Yeah I'm mad AF is playing tricks on me, but I'm alright with the thought of not being 5 weeks pregnant. And in doing some thinking, I'm realizing that I'm not all too happy with myself right now. So I think I am going to take some time out from TTC and get myself "right" again. So at my next doc appt on the 14th, I am going to ask for some BC pills and take it from there (this all happening if AF shows, of course). So that's where I stand for now.

Awww hun we will miss you on the board, but do come back once you start again. Lots of luck!

Thanks Magan. I won't be leaving the board altogether, I can't just pretend I don't care about you guys. But for me, no TTC going on.

[viXen]

Hey, you know how I feel about it... sometimes you have to help yourself first!!

[Hannahsmommie]

Meegan. I can understand why you want to take a break. I'll be heading down that road too soon if AF shows this cycle. Please take care of yourself. We all love you here and hope you stick around!