i could go on. i m/c on Easter so not only do i have to get through Easter this year i also have to get through my one year anniversary a week later. plus dh's birthday the day before the m/c which is when i started spotting and Laney's b-day is the day after. i have to get through all these day around a ton of people when all i really want to do is crawl in bed and cry. and what makes it even worse is that one year later i'm still not pregnant. it shouldn't have to be this hard, everyone else in the world can get pregnant so why not me? why am i broken?

[SPinkD]

I am so sorry...I am getting ready to hit my due date in a couple weeks. I think all of us feel your pain and I so wish I could just take it from you.

[Brittanie]

I have nothing to say but


I wish I could just snap my fingers, and you'd be pregnant.

[frogftsh]

I'm so sorry things are rough right now. I understand and feel your pain! Just know that I'm thinking about you and praying for you.

oh hun... i hope you feel better soon take time for you during these celebrations and events and especially let dh know that there maybe times during the day you need me time to cry or whatever..... remember its not always about the kids or dh's birthday , even though those are importnant . sometimes its more important to grieve over those we have lost instead of celebrating the ones we have..... i hope that made sense... in other words even though you hve all these bdays coming up its ok to be sad that you dont have your baby and remember that you lost them last year during those celebratioons ... hugs to u huun ! also i sent you a special little something in the mail yesturday.... muchlove hun and your in my prayers

oh hun... i hope you feel better soon take time for you during these celebrations and events and especially let dh know that there maybe times during the day you need me time to cry or whatever..... remember its not always about the kids or dh's birthday , even though those are importnant . sometimes its more important to grieve over those we have lost instead of celebrating the ones we have..... i hope that made sense... in other words even though you hve all these bdays coming up its ok to be sad that you dont have your baby and remember that you lost them last year during those celebratioons ... hugs to u huun ! also i sent you a special little something in the mail yesturday.... muchlove hun and your in my prayers[/b]

that does make sense, thank you! and i mailed you a package monday....so you should be getting it soon.

thank you ladies!