March 13th, 2007, 05:38 PM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Jun 2005
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I'm sorry I'm such a pain in the butt!!! I just feel so confused because I don't know how I'm supposed to be feeling anymore. Like I said before I've been feeling PMSy, crampy and have had some blood tinged CM the past few days. Last week I took 2 $$tree HPTs and they were negative. So, I feel pretty confident the HCG has dropped back down. Well, because I was having all of these feelings, I just wanted to satisfy my POAS addicting, so I bought 2 FRER tests. I took one yesterday after holding my pee and not drinking for 4 hours....BFN. So, a little disappointed, but life goes on. Today fatigue hit me like a ton of bricks. All of a sudden I just felt exhausted and wanted nothing more than to take a nap. So, being the POAS addict I am, I took another test and I can see a VERY faint line. The killer of it all for me is that I had like 2-3 drinks when I got home so my urine was very diluted. I'm going to stop by the $$ tree tomorrow and buy a few more tests, since that's what I got the BFNs on last week, and see what they say now.
I'm sorry I'm being so obsessive about this. I'm rolling my eyes at myself, but there is just this glimmer of hope that I could be pg already. Sometimes I feel if it doesn't happen quick it will never happen again for us. I sound so pitiful. Before I make me sound anymore desperate......thanks for listening!!!
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