i've had such a bad last two days i have been gripping tightly to the baby dust i have been sent...... and all i can do is cry.... i think i o'd this afternoon as i was hav ing o type pain and we havent bd'd for over 4 days so i doubt there is any chance this month... i think i may just quit after this cycle, seems that nothing is happeneing... and its hurting more and more the closer my old board bodies get closer to thier due date may is my angels bday anniversary... i just dont think i can handle this anymore, plus i lost a good friendd that i was corresponding..... with on this board, i have sent her cards every other week, and i have gotten nothing yet.... welll thaats all for now.....

[Brittanie]

Oh Starry honey, I'm so very very very sorry! This must hurt so much for you. I hope DH gets himself in the mood soon. After all, it only takes once. I wish I could just make it easy for you!


*sigh*

I understand about May. It's Cora's Angel day too. I desperately want for you to be pregnant again by then. I'll be praying for you still!!

Oh Starry honey, I'm so very very very sorry! This must hurt so much for you. I hope DH gets himself in the mood soon. After all, it only takes once. I wish I could just make it easy for you!


*sigh*

I understand about May. It's Cora's Angel day too. I desperately want for you to be pregnant again by then. I'll be praying for you still!![/b]

thanks sooo much britt i will take all the prayers i can get at this point..... we actaully bd'd at 3 am this morning... when he got home i know that i either o'd or was about to yesturday due to the hard cramping i was having so i hope i didnt miss the window of oppertunity it would be great to be ppreg in may, that to me would be such a blessing.....

[greenchild]

Starry, I am so sorry you are feeling down!!! I've been thinking of posting much the same thing I've been so down since Sunday. I have good days and bad days with all of this and right now I am having a hard time imagining an "up" day. Sending more baby dust your way so you can get your BFP soon!!

oh Starry i'm so so sorry that your having such a tough time. i'm feeling pretty much the same way right now and it's so hard to deal with. hang in there with me and don't give up. i know it's hard and i know it hurts but we both deserve to have our babies and we just have to have faith that it will happen. i'm keeping you in my prayers that everything gets better. and i'll be putting together a package to send to you in the next few days. ((((HUGS)))) you know if you ever need to talk i'm here for you any time!

[linbein]

I'm so sorry for your bad day. I know you must be really frustrated. Hopefully your early morning rendevous did the deed! I'll be crossing my fingers for you!!

[aimeen]

I'm sorry.

[baby4me?]

I am soo sorry you have had such a rough day! I really hope that you catch the eggie this cycle...

[joanie1981]

I am sorry you are feeling down I do hope that you caught that eggie!! to you!!!

[mama2cuties]

I know how you feel May was going to be my angels bday too. I am almost ready to give up. I just started a new job on Friday and got a + on my OPK this morning but my husband was already gone to work and he will be in bed when I get home. I am just as ready to quit as you are.

[Daniellea22]

aw sweety im so sorry your so down. is there anything i can do? your such a good friend to me and i feel so helpless. PM me if there is anything i can do! i mean it!