[greenchild]

Last night I had a dream that my best friend from elementary school (I haven't seen/talked to her in prob. 10 years, but her mom has a business near my home so I see her mom occasionally) was having her wedding and she and I left during the dinner afterward bc we needed to cry together about our loss experiences. In the dream we went for a drive and she told me she had had a still birth 2 weeks before the due date and she knew about my 2 ectopics, and we hugged and cried and cried and cried. I actually woke up crying with tears and all.
Now, I have no idea if she has kids or has ever even been pg. I could have sworn that years ago her mom said she had a little girl . . . but I ran into her mom last Christmas and her mom said that she didn't have any kids so ???.
I like the dreams where I have a baby much better!

That is so sad I am sorry hun.

I hate dreams that are so real like that.......



hoping tonight will be better for you!