good evening ladies, as i said i am still here, just been busy with focusing on mR B and Jason and focusing less on the whole ttc thing right now, my sanity was wearing thin..... and its getting better i have an appointment for a hsg on tuesday and am actually looking forward to it other than the fact i should ovulate between now and friday sometime... im hoping that the hsg will show the all clear sign and the dye will open everything up so we get that elusive bfp this cycle but if not, thats ok too ... but im not going to try as hard as i have been and if it happens it happens and if not well then God just had other plans for us i guess... i spent most of th day in bed with Dh today just cuddling and talking about what we are going to do as far as housing after we file bankruptcy we will be losing our house, but we decided that if we save up the money since we will only have the utilites and phone, cable and internet bill in a year we will have saved close to enough to buy a farm house at an auction next sum,mer, so thats what i am focusing on this time we will get a house thats big enough... more than 2 bedrooms, and it will give me a sense of purpose again to re- modle whatever house we do get..

im excited about it .. miss puffy our furrier kitty is sooo pregnant these days i am expecting her to have her babies any day now... Mr B wants to keep one of the kitties i told him only if she has an all white one othr wise we arent keeping them. Easter was good spent the day with family and went to church, that was a good thing its been to long since i had been to church..... i know i am jsut kind of rambling here but i just wanted to touch base with everyone.... and Juls thanks for the care package it made my day hun!!!!!!!
im kinda hungry so i think im gonna go grab a hello kitty pop tart to nash on..... hope you ladies are having a great weekend.