
Well i was going to be testing lastnight, but it was to late..AF showed up. i was so hurt and emotional laastnight that i didnt even sleep in the same bed at my SO. I know that i should of talked to him but he was fast sleep. and i was so upset that i cried. im wanting to be pregnant so much right now. and all that i kept crying about was i shouldnt be on my AF right now. i should be pregnant with my Son William. and its just tearing me up inside. when the hubby woke up this morning to find me in the spare bedroom, he knew that something was wrong. so he came to cuddle with me, and i just told him to back off. and he just didnt understand what was going through my mind at that time. well we taked over our morning coffee and he said that i should of woke him up. and i shouldnt of went through that alone. that hes always here for me no matter what. i love him so much. but i hate putting him through this over and over. he said that hes going to make me pregnant no matter what he has to do. he to wants another baby, not just cause i do, but he loves kids..and he wants to be happy to. but i did get my BFN and im hoping that soon i will get my BFP..thanks for letting me vent. its nice to have ppl listen and ppl that can relate. thanks again!