[inlove96]

DH decided he does not want to try now. Not until he is done with the police academy if he gets in.

He tests in June and will not start the academy til August. And it goes for about 5 months I think.

I am so confused and hurt right now. I just give up.

And i KNOW he decision is not due to the loss.

[tparum]

o hun im sry ur going threw all this. but please keep us updated on how u are and u dont have to leave we will support ya when u need it.

[inlove96]

o hun im sry ur going threw all this. but please keep us updated on how u are and u dont have to leave we will support ya when u need it.[/b]

Thanks. I appreciate it. I do need someone to cry with right now. Seriously loss now this.

[tparum]

im signning on to my msn right now if u wanna chat scream or cry

[inlove96]

im signning on to my msn right now if u wanna chat scream or cry [/b]

Thanks.

[zzz]

I'm so sorry. I'm not that great with uplifting words, but you will be in my thoughts.

You don't have to leave - this is a great place for support and you can stay as long as you want!

Lisa

[lynie07]

l know exactly how you feel,if l don't get my miracle this time around l will have to
wait till octber as my partner starts snow clearing in June so there no use tryning
as you don't know when he's coming home, so try and hang in there,we will be here for you
whenever you need to vent

[Ava+Bryce's_Mommy]

I'm sooo sorry that you're going through this roller coaster ride of emotions....just know we are here when you need us....hang in there and keep focused on the important things in life...

[inlove96]

I'm sooo sorry that you're going through this roller coaster ride of emotions....just know we are here when you need us....hang in there and keep focused on the important things in life...[/b]

Thanks girls. I am doing a bit better today. Not 100% but better. I just wish he did not cut this off completely.