Thanks ladies. It was a tough day, and I still think that I should have my little baby home with us, but I'm doing ok. DH and I went out with some friends on Wednesday night, and I got hammered! Not usually what I would recommend, but we were with friends, and I just let loose...it actually felt good (although my temp the next morning was super high!). Anyway, I just want to thank you all again for your thoughts, I felt them in my heart