well it has been a while that i have come on here. but i thought that i would just say hi, and that im back..
i missed all u ladies!!!
well things are going great, i have found myself once again..i feel complete again. i have taken sometime off of ttc, and i really think it has happened..
my husband has been so good to me and the kids. we have done lots of things as a family..we were in B.C for the may long weekend. and then to jasper..it was a blast.
my doctor called me with my test results and i tell ya, i was scared to answer the call. well they all came back fine, there is nothing wrong with me and my hubby. thank god i say. well we are planning on going back to Newfoundland this july, it will be fun. i cant wait.. and we are thinking more positive then before. i have turned back to God again, and i have excepted my babies death as not a bad thing, but a life lesson. and its up to me to be stronger now..
i am still having a hard time with my best friend being pregnant, reason being is shes due on the same day that William was to be born in..and it still kills me. but i have now thought about it as, this baby is a sign from God that i will have my baby soon. and that im going to be ok. but it still hurts

..well thanks girls for listening. and im glad that im back!!!