[*Bobbie*]

I went and did it I called and made an apointment to see the doctor. I had my choice of the three in the practice. I hope I made the right decision. They are all so different. The one I chose is the one who ordered the u/s when I couldn't find my baby's heartbeat. He is a bit "old school" but seems to be the easiest to talk to. He also is the one who allowed me to try to have a natural m/c.

My periods have been VERY clotty and heavy for years. That combined with an unexplained death to my baby at 11w makes me believe the loss was due to a clotting disorder. I had been listening to the hb since I was 7 weeks. Hopefully they will do some tests and see if that was what was wrong. I just don't want to go through that again if it's something that can be fixed. I am also hoping they saved some of the pics from the last u/s. I wasn't thinking it through when I said I didn't want the last picture available of my baby. She(or he) just looked so sad laying there not moving. It seemed morbid at the time. Now I would give anything to have another picture. I also want to know exactly what tests were run after the D&C. It was just so fast once the m/c started. I felt like I was sleepwalking for weeks. Now my head is clear, emotions pretty much in check.

Anyways... my apt is a week from today. I should be Oing that day or the day after. It would be nice if the can check levels or something to see if I am actually Oing.

I just feel like time is running out for me to try and have a healthy and sucessful pregnancy. Im a 32...but I really feel like time is slipping away each month that goes by. My dream is to have two more kids. We'll see

Thanks for listening!

[zzz]

Good luck at your appointment - I really hope that it can give you some answers! I had a bunch of testing done after my m/c's, but it wasn't conclusive. With your clots though, it sounds like they might actually find out what's wrong, and fix it!

Let us know what happens at your appt.

Lisa