Oh April, my heart broke when I read your post, I am so very very sorry...I know that nothing anybody says will take the pain away, but know that your not in this alone....Please try your best to stay strong and know that we will all have our healthy babies someday soon, promise me you wont do what I did and fall into a deep depression, that happened to me yesterday and even though im not feeling depressed today, I ended up with a high fever and feeling very sick and weak because I weakened my immune system. I am having a very hard time with this and so I want you to know I feel your pain and that im here anytime you want to talk. I have to agree with you about getting some testing done to see what could be the cause (if anything) because DH and I know he has a chromosome abnormality that would cause me to have repetative m/c's and its possible to have something that you dont know about, and if there is something, they can do what they need to, to get you that healthy baby. Again, I am very sorry for your losses and I just pray that you will have the strength you need to get by and that you will have a healthy pregnancy and beautiful baby in the near future. Take care and God Bless!!
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I almost called and asked if they even wanted the labs but I remembered that she said we would keep drawing them until they were 0 to rule out ectopic. My HCG was 11 today so I am pretty sure it wasn't ectopic now. Today has been sooo painful. My Ob said it would be like a bad period and she wasn't kidding! This is like no period I have ever had. I am bleeding heavily and the cramps are sooo intense and come in waves like contractions. They offered to give me pain meds but I still have some left from my D&C (This is my second loss, my D&C was on April 3rd.) because I didn't really need much after that. Compared to this my D&C was a piece of cake! I was actually a little relieved when I saw the blood this morning because last time I didn't even know until 8 weeks and then still only spotted for a week and had to have a D&C at 10 weeks. I was just glad that if it had to happen it happened quickly this time. I am going tomorrow to get my rogham (sp) shot because I am RH - and make an appt to see my OB and I am going to ask about things we can test for to see why this keeps happening to me or if I am just unlucky...hopefully I am just unlucky or if there is something wrong with me it is easily treatable. I am keeping my head up though and trying to stay positive...just think when I do have my healthy baby how much of a miracle baby it will be. I just have to wait a little longer. 
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