So early this morning I had a dream I was holding my baby girl! She had lots of dark hair and looked like me when I was a baby. Her name was Haylea...which will be our first girl's name. I remember feeling such relief knowing that all this heartache was worth holding her in my arms and that I would do it all over again just to have her. Then of course I woke up to reality that I don't have a baby...I just wish I knew the future and that we can have a baby someday. I don't think this dream was about either of my m/c babies but of a future baby...I had this feeling that both of them were boys so to dream of a girl means to me that it was in the future. Hopefully it will come true one day.