[matl]

I am embarrassed to say I am still mc'ing. I went to Specialist today. He is concerned about the bleeding and that it should have stopped (24 days and counting). He thought a D&C was in my future, luckily my cervix was closed. Whew.....

Really good news is my fibroid (which I thought was huge) is an itty bitty speck, still I respect the itty bitty speck and keep it friendly. I don't want an unfriendly fibroid. Bad news / good news one of my ovaries has an incredibly huge cyst on it. (I say good news because no one has ever seen any of my ovaries on a sonogram, so no one has ever known if I have cysts.) He will wait for a month or two to see if it is the corpeus luteum, if it does not go away, I will need surgery to remove it.

Tomorrow I will go to my doc to get my Beta checked. If it is not close to zero or at zero I will be in a bit of trouble. Hope it has gone down. Can't get pregnant if my body still thinks it is.

Doc thinks that my mc was due to a genetically defective egg. But, he considers me a rare case since I was able to get pg without assistance at my age. Also he thinks 6 months is the most I should try conceiving on my own without help. After 6 months I should ask for assistance.

Hubby says everything will be alright. I believe him, it's the journey that I am scared of.

Thanks for reaading.

[*Bobbie*]

You have an awesome attitude and sense of humor. Did they say if the m/c was complete? Is there anything still left that is causing the bleeding?

I hope you get some good news at the Dr's tomorrow. Keep us updated okay?

Can I ask how old you are? I am 32 and my doctor started testing to see why it takes me so long to get pregnant as soon as I asked to be tested. It took me four years to get pregnant with my angel. I feel like I don't have four more years to wait for another BFP. Turns out I have low blood volume and a polyp so far. Seems like every test they run I get more bad news.

My T&P's are with you that you get only good news tomorrow.....

[matl]

Hi Bobbie:

Thanks for your reply, t&p. I am 41, just turned, which is supposed to be better than 41 about to be 42 in reproductive age.

Specialist could not find much junk on the sonogram, and the cervix is closed, thus he is a bit concerned about the bleeding. So far a d&c is being ruled out. He knows it is related to the mc, but he doesn't know why the bleeding and clotting has not stopped. So, off I go to get blood work done today. He wants to see the Beta more than anything. That needs to be zero. Once that is zero, I should start my real cycle. Right now, that is not happening. I will call ob to see if he can see me tomorrow. I don't even want to think about that right now. I am so overwhelmed with this and I feel embarrassed. Think I will do bedrest today until bloodwoork.

Cyst is an new character in this ongoing stage production. Hope it is just a "cameo" part and I won't have to "fire" it.

[tparum]

i do admire youre attitude threw out this. and norm. it pays off to have a great attitude.