[karag]

I dont know what the deal is but today has been tough already.
It has been 2 weeks since I lost my baby. I dont know what is going on but for some reason
today is really big to me.

I even started an arguement with my husband last night because he and the other fire fighters were going for drinks
tonite and I thought he should be at home with me.

Stupid I know... but for some reason today is a day I'd been dreading...

[dee68]

I am so sorry for your loss.

it's ok & normal to feel like that...at 2 weeks after my loss,things started to sink in even more...I guess because it was over, and I just had time to sit & keep rethinking everything in my mind...everyone grieves differently...and it hits us at different times. I truly wish you the best...take care of yourself. ( you might also want to check out the Pregnancy loss board here..it helped me tremendously in those weeks (and still does) after my loss.)


Dee

[tparum]

Im so so sry ur going threw this. and yes please check out the pregnancy loss board they are a great bunch of ladies.

[karag]

Im so so sry ur going threw this. and yes please check out the pregnancy loss board they are a great bunch of ladies.

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I did go introduce myself.. Thank you.. Took me awhile to find it though!

[tparum]

im glad u did. and dont forget we are allways here for ya if needed.

[MrsRodgers]

I know how you feel and I'm sorry that you have to go through this. Although you are fortunate in a way, you are going through the grief and the reality of the situation two weeks after---it didn't hit me until months later when we went to try again. Probably because I had my m/c a week before Christmas and 2 weeks before our wedding! All the distractions kept me from dealing with the pain. Although I have an excellent therapist who I talked to the night I had my D&C and it made a lot of difference. I still have moments when I get really sad but hang in there, you will feel better and remember to take it easy on DH he didn't have the same connection to your angel baby that you did so a lot of times guys just don't get it. But that is why we are here!!!!--to help each other through this!!!!

[karag]

That is it.. I feel awful for starting the arguement because he has been SO supportive. More so than I could have imagined.
He wanted this baby just as badly as I did!

He has cried right along with me and is ready to do whatever it takes to TTC again soon!

Today is two weeks. and they said we could start bding.. just to use protection and he is concerned that since i just stopped bleeding yesterday that it could hurt me or cause more bleeding. He is being so protective and sweet.
I am so lucky to have him.

Sometimes I speak before I think when I snap at him.

I feel just so bad.

[MrsRodgers]

That is it.. I feel awful for starting the arguement because he has been SO supportive. More so than I could have imagined.
He wanted this baby just as badly as I did!

He has cried right along with me and is ready to do whatever it takes to TTC again soon!

Today is two weeks. and they said we could start bding.. just to use protection and he is concerned that since i just stopped bleeding yesterday that it could hurt me or cause more bleeding. He is being so protective and sweet.
I am so lucky to have him.

Sometimes I speak before I think when I snap at him.

I feel just so bad.[/b]

Oh trust me I know all about that. I've done it a couple times and sometimes when I am really discouraged because we've tried yet again and haven't gotten PG I ask him if he even really wants to bother to continue to try. I know its just me being scared and frustrated and I shouldn't take it out on him but sometimes it happens. All of this stuff is so emotional. I do try and tell him later that its not anything he has done, its just my frustration. I'm sure your DH understands as well and he obviously hurts just like you and loves you very much. You can't ask for more than that sometimes!!!