[Bella Babe]

I am so frustrated right now. My period just arrived after being over a week late once again. I'm so sick of getting my hopes up and then always getting disappointed. I didn't test because i never can rely on my period but this is the longest its ever went. My periods have been coming ever 28, 32, 33, 36, 38 days like what is going on with me!!?!?!!? Why can't my body just be normal and get pregnant! I am so devastated once again to be disappointed. Am i never going to have my baby! ?!?!

[karag]

I am sorry you are so frustrated. Have you talked to your doctor recently about your cycles being irregular?

TTC can be so stressful.. I hope things get better for you... Hang in there...


Kara

[Bella Babe]

yeah whats great is that i dont have a doctor anymore. The one i did have retired in january and there isn't any news ones here yet to replace him. I just dont even know what to do

[karag]

yeah whats great is that i dont have a doctor anymore. The one i did have retired in january and there isn't any news ones here yet to replace him. I just dont even know what to do[/b]

I am frustrated with my body as well. I lost my baby on July 20th and have been bleeding ever since.. Actually today is the first day I haven't noticed any throughout the day.... knock on wood....

I wish it would just stop so I could start my first cycle!

My HCG is still at 68 as of Tuesday! I want a normal body again.. but I'm looking at this as I am going to appreciate my next pregnancy so much more than I would have been. I need to not take anything for granted!
UGHH!

So tough though huh!

Hang in there girlie.. it will get better.

[reddick2084]

I felt like giving up before as well. I'm sorry that you're stressed out about TTC. I had to take a break a couple of months to get myself togther. My body is crazy too I have very irregular cycles at times which makes it hard for me to pin point ovulation. I talked to my doc and he said it's my weight that's messing with my cycle. Hopefully you get a dr. soon, so they can check to see if you're having any problems. Take care.

[*Bobbie*]

Lots of hugs. I am sorry AF showed up. I know how you feel. I too feel like giving up lately. It's just so hard sometimes.

[Mum2three]

hugs!! i fell the same way right now. it just seems like im greedy or something. cause i want this so bad and its just not happening. i had a crying fest today with the DH and he said in time it will happen. but its hard to think like that. i hope that it happens for u asap! i wish all of us girls were in the ddc, and not here! i will keep u in my thoughts and prayers...

[cam & sami's mom]

I completely understand. Some days I just don't want to do this anymore. I have been charting since 2001 and my cycles have been everything from 27-52 days for no apparent reasons. I feel like I should be happy with what I have and stop this insanity, but I just can't. I dream about getting BFPs. Each month when I don't, I'm heartbroken. It seems so easy for others in my life, but nothing has ever been easy for me, so I shouldn't expect getting pg to be easy either.

[MrsPoe]

I completely understand this. In fact I am in the same situation, although af just decided to leave now! Anyways, I wanted to recommend taking a B6 suppliment to help even out your cycles. I took one last month and I went from O'ing on cd 33 to o'ing on cd22, also my LP lasted 3 days longer. And my cycle was much shorter than previous months! Another good thing is when you get your bfp it is good to take to help with morning sickness too, so it is completey safe. Just wanted to let you know that you are not alone. My cycles have gone from being 30-90 days at some times, the b6 was the only thing that has ever helped me and it worked right away!

[MrsRodgers]

I completely understand your frustration. My cycles have been crazy since starting Clomid and using progesterone suppositories. My moods are wild with the Clomid then the progesterone delays bleeding so even if that witchy AF is supposed to show she doesn't so I don't know if I'm really late or its just the meds. I tested on Saturday at home and it came up a BFN but before the doctor will take me off the progesterone I had to have a blood test this morning. I'm not feeling very optimistic. I mean CD29 and no BFP what is two or three days going to change?? The stress of TTC is starting to get to me, but I don't really want to stop trying either. Ugh. Its so frustrating. I just have to trust that God has a reason for everything and that someday I will get that BFP.