Emotional rollercoaster

lillermom99 · #1 August 14th, 2007, 11:54 AM

On Sunday I had a miscarriage. I was six weeks pregnant. The hospital scene was a nightmare. No one would give me a conclusive answer even after blood draws, ultra-sounds, vaginal ultra-sounds and a pelvic exam. I knew what was happening as I was bleeding and passing tissue. No one was empathic or even informative. I had to wait in the waiting room for two hours in pain and sobbing in public. To me that was the worst part. Grieving in public with no visible wounds while other people are looking at you like you have two heads.

I now find myself fine one moment and then sobbing the next. I am especially sad when I am alone. I just feel heart broken for so many different reasons.

I have found solace in these boards and wanted to post to let you all know that I have unfortunately joined you all.

Hugs to all!

reddick2084 · #2 August 14th, 2007, 01:00 PM

I'm sorry for your loss. Welcome to the board. Take it easy

karag · #3 August 15th, 2007, 07:40 AM

I am sorry you were all alone...

I just went through a miscarriage after 11 wks pregnant. It is not an easy thing to go through.
Everyone is right when they say it does get better but you'll have good days and you'll have hard days.

Em2528 · #4 August 15th, 2007, 08:12 AM

I just wanted to let you know I went though the exact same thing as you. We lost our baby at 6 weeks along, and had the same procedures done at the E.R....i know its one of the hardest things to go through, even 3 months later i still have my bad days, im stilll grieving, you will NEVER forget your baby, but i promise you that each day that goes by it will get a little easier. You will eventually get to the point that you dont cry as much, or think of it AS MUCH...but i know its not easy. Its ok to cry and to grieve, you have gone through something devistating. Im so sorry for your loss and I hope that you can find peace soon...::HUGS::

proudmommato4 · #5 August 15th, 2007, 10:54 AM

I just wanted to tell you how very sorry that I am. I suffered my fourth loss in March. I was a little over ten weeks. It will get a little easier with every passing day. You will still have days when you just feel like crying. I know I still do. Sometime it just helps. I will keep you in my prayers!