[*Bobbie*]

so I called the Dr's office for my results of the Progestrone and Prolactin...

Progestrone was 10.2 she said it was okay and normal but they like to see it at 15-16. She also said she saw the results of the HSG and it did show a polyp. UGH.... WHY ME? I guess this means I will need surgery? I have to go in when I get AF to discuss everything. It isn't the surgery that bugs me it's the fact that I probably won't be able to TTC that month.


I just feel like my clock is ticking and now it's stuck in fast forward! WHY do I have this sense of urgency when I think about my age and having a baby? I know I am not that old...but I can't stop myself from feeling like this. I actually feel sick to my stomach just thinking about it. This can't be normal

Thanks for listening... I really could use some friends right now. My friends/family IRL just don't understand any of this. They just think you have sex...and nine months later have a baby. I am glad I am still in my pj's cause I think I am going to crawl in bed and stay there

Okay...maybe not...but I feel like it!

[reddick2084]

Bobbie hang in there. I'm sorry about your results . Hopefully your procedure goes quick and smoothly so you can get back TTC.

[karag]

Bobbie, I am sorry. I have never had that type of surgery so I can't give you an insight on that but I can tell you that I understand how having different procedures done feels like it is putting you back even more from accomplishing your goal of having another little miracle.

I wish there was something I could do... I guess just know that I am here for you and I am praying all works out.
When is AF suppose to be here????

the unknown is what sucks the most I think.. dont you!


ohhh.. if only it were that easy! sex.. 9 months.. baby... Yeah right.
I wish it were that simple!

[greenchild]

hun i am so sorry!!! If you are going to have a laparascopy to remove a polyp, I can def. tell you the lap is an easy procedure to get thru. you go in and then wake up when it's all done. Just make sure to ask that they "deflate" you really good bc the leftover CO2 can cause pain later. And wear stretchy pants!

I'm with you on the waiting and clock is ticking part . . .

[Sabina]

Hi hun. Just looking at your chart and it looks like a/f is due anyday. That is a good thing right? I am just trying to be positive b/c I know how you feel. It is so hard to wait to TTC!!! I don't how anyone can stand it. At least when you are trying you feel like you may have a chance but it's hard when you are not and you know for sure you don't have a chance Don't worry, you will get threw this. We will all be here to help you and count down the days until you can TTC again!

[dee68]

Bobbie ........

I hope that IF you do need surgery it can be done as laparascopy so it will be less invasive so you can bounce back quickly!
and yes you can just cry, or scream and throw things of you need to ! As far as you clock ticking, dont stress so much about that, I know its easy to say trust me, I know ! Just work on getting yourself well, take a deep breath & try not to stress yourself out. It will happen for you! Maybe this is just the last hurdle you need to get through before you get that blaring BFP.

you know I'll keep you in my thoughts & prayers girlie !!!
pm me if you need to vent more, thats why I am here.


Dee

[*Bobbie*]

Thanks girls My crappy mood is kinda over. This month is still not out yet and I need to remember that. I am only 10dpo and we had sex timed right...and the nurse said I probably did O...so what am I worrying about right now? I don't know!

Thanks for making me feel better...now maybe I will just get a BFP and not have to worry about TTC.

Back to admiring my new duck....LOL he is cute sitting at the bottom of my siggy isn't he?

[tparum]

First off Bobbie

and another thing i love ur duck.

[Mum2three]

Bobbie, im sorry that u got rotten news!! i hope u feel better and this procedure will go fast and smooth! u deserve a baby 100%!!!! your not getting old, age is just a number!! your a wonderful mother and a wife, and u will get the baby u are longing for!!

[Hilary23]

I'm so sorry. Sending hugs your way.