I really think my mind plays tricks on me and this could all be nothing. It probably is just PMS. I don't *feel* pregnant. Odds of me being able to actually get pregnant aren't very good with the Polyps the u/s showed. But..I feel like I am going crazy.....
I have had a killer backache for three days now. Like all I want to do is take a hot shower and cry.
The cleaning solution they use to wash the floor at work really made me want to puke today. So did my toothpaste, but that could be from waking up so early today. I am not a morning person and always feel sick for the first couple hours when I wake up at 5:00am
I have had these pulling type pains about three inches in from my hip bones on both sides for a couple days now.
To top it all off I only had $ store tests left and we all know how reliable those can be... well... I think possibly I saw a very very very faint line. Dave is going to pick up FRER on the way home. I am not drinking and holding as long as I can. I am going to try to hold out until 7:00 or 9:00pm if possible.
Part of me doesn't want to test at all cause I know it's going to be a BFN and then I will feel like I belong in the looney bin
I just had to post cause it was either that or yank my hair out! LOL