Today I called my doctor to let you know the cramping has become more regular and heavier bleeding. She is thinking that I am FINALLY starting my first period after my D&C. She also told me that she had called the Reproductive Endo. that I am going to for the first time next week and told him all about my situation from having breast cancer. To them wanting my ovaries out to getting pregnant and losing it to the now burden of wondering why the cyst on my ovary got so darn big!
She said he is excited to meet with me and he agrees with the game plan that Dr. Pazzie and I have in trying to figure out the cyst and getting me pregnant in a quick timeframe so they can remove my ovaries as soon as I am done.
I am so glad I have a wonderful doctor here who is so supportive.
At one point yesterday at the doctor I was crying and aske if I was STUPID for wanting another baby with all my health issues. She said absolutely not. She said that we will accomplish my goal of wanting another baby. We'll get there and then deal with the removal of ovaries after I have a baby. She is so supportive. I am so lucky.
I could have a doctor saying you are nuts.. you had cancer.. you have a history of breast and ovarian cancer in your family. YOU have the BRAC1 gene... take the ovarieis now.
Thanks goodness they are not saying that. I think I would be so hurt.. I was okay with thinking about not having any more children if it didn't happen until I found out I was pregnant and lost the one I was carring for almost 3 months. I realized how bad I wanted it and how not having it makes my family not feel whole.
Thursday I will hopefully have a good day.. I will hopefully get some answers.
Thanks to you girls who have been so supportive since I lost the baby on July 20th.. You have helped to keep me sane.. and I know my husband appreciates it too. He suggested I get on here and talk to you girls.. when I didn't want to do anything but cry.
I think it helped us both.
Kara