[MelissaT1973]

So if any of you ladies feel like you are crazy about this whole TTC perhaps my insanity will make you feel better, knowing that just when you think you've lost it....someone (like me) comes along and makes you look sane!

My D&C was a week and a half ago. I have already taken 3 HPT since then (looking for a BFN) of course they all are still coming up positive. This morning I did my first OPK test, why I don't really know...just to see what the line would do. Like the HPT's it showed a strong line (supposed to mean I am going to or at ovulation)..but of course when you read the directions it indicates that pregnancy (or the hormones still in me from PG) will skew the result....so what do I do,...I followed up (after drinking a bottle of water) by taking ANOTHER HPT (digital this time). Positive......again.
I really am pathetic! It hasdn't even been two weeks, I don't even see my Dr. for my post op appointment till Thursday.

And now the final bomb,....I broke my Doctors orders,....we....DTD.....last night......and I am afraid to tell her ,..unless she asks.

Ok, so that is my morning confessional. Aaahhhhh, better now. Kinda.

BTW, I enjoyed the chat last night. And I am blaming my sin last night on the bottle of beer I drank during the chat

[HangingInThere]

Melissa,
I wouldn't worry about breaking doctors orders I have seen and read plenty of stories of women who have done the same. I'm one of them and you actually held out longer than I did. Dh and I have DTD at least 5 times since my D&C and the first time was 2 days afterward. Odd thing about it is that I suddenly had a sex drive where I hadn't before and now again it is starting to dwindle. Darn hormones. I also think it has to do with excess blood flow to the area that helps me out, but also making it the most awkward time for BDing as well, sorry TMI. I wouldn't say your crazy. I thought I was going insane last night as well as I can still feel bumps in my stomach where I used to feel baby move, or at least I thought it was baby moving, now I don't know what to think. I too have finally thought about going to get a pg test just to see where my levels fall. I'm sure though that they are probably still high especially since I was so far along, hard to say though. I just don't want to waste the money on it now. I just keep telling myself, be patient and AF will rear it's ugly head before you know it.

[Sabina]

Ummm Melissa your not allowed to hang around Bobbie and drink anymore. hee hee. Don't worry you can tell your doctor. Most people usually do.

[MelissaT1973]

Hehe, Sabina that's funny!
Courtney, thanks for the feedback...I too have been feeling, uummm,....more frisky than usual. So the hold out was driving me crazy!! Looks like I am going to go for another round tonight!
I appreciate your candor and willingness to share, I know it isn't easy. Thank you.

Well now that my guilt has been asuaged I am off to find that handsome husband of mine.......

[HangingInThere]

Hehe, Sabina that's funny!
Courtney, thanks for the feedback...I too have been feeling, uummm,....more frisky than usual. So the hold out was driving me crazy!! Looks like I am going to go for another round tonight!
I appreciate your candor and willingness to share, I know it isn't easy. Thank you.

Well now that my guilt has been asuaged I am off to find that handsome husband of mine....... [/b]

LOL!! Have fun mine's out of town tonight, but I sure wish he was here.

[*Bobbie*]

You girls are funny!

Anyways... Dave and I had sex two days after my D&C...so you aren't the only one doing it early


I think I just needed to *feel* something. Emotionally I was numb. I just needed to know I was still alive... KWIM?

I didn't tell my doctor and he didn't ask. I was really worried about causing an infection though. I know I shouldn't have done it that soon, but I didn't care.

My sex drive was way up there too that first month.

So see we are all just as crazy as you! You fit right it....

and about the POAS....it wasn't me.... nope... I don't have an addiction to pink lines.....

[MelissaT1973]

I am so glad to have come to this site, I can't imagine how I might of held up the last two weeks without you all!
Wouldn't you know it, I went upstairs after signing off JM...and DH was out cold, sound asleep. So I took advantage of him this morning instead
Hugs,

[*Bobbie*]

LMAO! Poor dh.... ...... ......


Okay ....yes I am bored!