I am so sorry you are feeling this way...but you know what ???? you have every right to ! your loss is so new, of course you are down...things will get better with time... I know it seems hard to believe that now. The grieving process is a difficult thing to go through, and each of us do it in our own way & time. take your time & don't hold your emotions inside.....
but really hon, things will be ok !! we are all here for you !!
Dee