[Mum2three]

im sorry girls but im so upset! i thought for sure that this was my month, and it seems like its nothing but a let down every month! im so tired of seeing bfn all the time. I just wish it was easier. right now i just want to quit!!!
My hubby feels like crap, cause we ARE doing everything possible and nothing. and i tell him its not u..all our test came back fine, so there is nothing wrong on either end. im just at my wits end! and i give up..i guess that i was only supposed to be blessed with my 2 boys. I have been sitting here all day, just walking around LOST! im sick of AF all that i want is a bfp..is that to much to ask for.. so i officially quit, i will post here still, no worries. but i just give up..and thats hard for me to say right now. all that i ever wanted was 3 children and 2 are living and 2 are passed away! why does this have to be so hard!
we have never had a problem conceiving a baby, never! now i feel like a rope thats being untied. i wish u all the best of luck..Tosha i hope u get ur BFP, Sabina same with u..Bobbie good luck it will happen for u very soon! Dee, well u can do it!! i know u can, i hope that all u ladies have better luck then what i have been having! i probably wont be around to much, as this is a upsetting subject with me right now. Take care girls

xoxox

Brandy

[tparum]

O sweetie im so so sry to hear this the mose i can do is give ya a big ol u seem to need one. and please keep us updated on u. i really hate to see ya quite but we gotta stay sane some how right?

[greenchild]

TTC can be so insanely frustrating seeing a BFN each month, and then AF comes and makes us feel worse. Wish I could do something more for you!

[dee68]

Brandy,

first of all
the frustration is agonizing....I am so sorry you are upset right now. I hate to see you leave even if it is just for a little while,but maybe taking a break would help.....who can say.
I wish it was easy for everyone of us.....I do hope the best for you. Please keep in touch!
Take Care of yourself & please don't give up totally.

love ya,
Dee

[Sabina]

Oh Brandy I am so sorry that you are so upset. It really sucks! It really, really sucks! I wish I could take away your frustration and give you your BFP but I can't and I know that nothing I say will make you feel better. Once again your heart is broken and your dreams crushed and I totally FEEL your pain. If a break is what you need then take one. Take as much time as you need. We will all be waiting here for your when you get back to cheer you on to your BFP. I hope you will still join us during chat and on the board. You would be really missed if you didn't. Thanks again for waiting with me. It was fun being your 2WW buddy. I am here for you if you need to talk just pm me.

[jennwantsone]

I am sorry Brandy, I am sure that can be frustrating. Everyone always tells me it happens when you stop trying so I will pray that is the case for you. Good luck!

[*Bobbie*]

Brandy,

AWWW HON I am so sorry you got a BFN. Huge

I hate to see you go...even for a day... I love posting with you...BUT I understand your need to take a break. No matter what you decide I am here for you girl.

I love ya and want you happy.

You can always PM me just to chat/vent if you want.

Bobbie

[lynie07]

aww Brandy l'm so sorry

[fairy9800]

OH hun, I don't know what to say other then I'm sorry!!

[Mum2three]

Thank you everyone. u are all special and i will never forget this! i missed u all, and i couldnt wait to come and say hi!
im doing better, we are just going to do a more natural way of thinking with this ttc. we arent even going to think about it and if it happens, it happens. but im not giving up. im just going to be more relaxed with it all!
all u girls are my family, i dont have family except Dwayne's family, and they love me for me. where my parents family's have decided to stay away from me cause im better in alot of ways and they are jelouse of that. but whatever. u girls are great, and i will never ever forget the touching words that all of u have provided!

Thanks

Brandy