oaky, I'm obsessed now!

greenchild · #1 September 15th, 2007, 05:58 AM

I am really excited for Monday's surgery, but terrified at the same time. I SO want them to find something good in there!!!
But now I can tell I am REALLY obsessed (Like I haven't been all along?

) bc last night all night long all I did was dream about being in the hospital going in for surgery. When I woke up in the middle of the night, I was having a hard time coming to consciousness and I seriously thought I was waking from surgery!

I must have had 6 - 7 dreams about the surgery last night!

Monday can't get here fast enough! At least I get to fairly early in the morning, have to be there at 8:30 am!

tparum · #2 September 15th, 2007, 07:41 AM

o goodness hun what a dream

Sabina · #3 September 15th, 2007, 06:14 PM

LOL! I am the same way. When I am thinking about something all the time I dream about it, even if I wasn't thinking about it when I felt asleep. That must have been cool waking up though but scary at the same time. I hope that Monday comes quickly for you!

*Bobbie* · #4 September 15th, 2007, 07:43 PM

Anne... I am excited just reading your post. I hope the news is only good. Lots of good news vibes coming your way.

greenchild · #5 September 16th, 2007, 06:19 AM

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Anne... I am excited just reading your post. I hope the news is only good. Lots of good news vibes coming your way.

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Thanks Bobbie!!!! It's really really weird right now, seems like everything has been falling into place lately, so I have a good feeling about this, I just don't want to get my hopes up and be wrong, KWIM? Especially when every modern medicine practitioner will tell me that growing them back is impossible.
And here's something else that is so weird, a close relative is having sort of the same issues, he is having such trouble with his "area" (due to some serious injuries and a vasectomy that actually made it worse) that ALSO on Monday (but later, at 11am), he goes in to his dr and since he is in so much pain right now he's hoping they will just basically castrate him and be done with it, meaning he will have to have testosterone injections for the rest of his life. So I told DH that the second my dr comes to talk to him about my surgery if it's good news to call him and give him the option of doing what I did. If I can heal myself, so can he!

I did tell him what I did, we've actually talked alot about it, and I tried to talk him into waiting to see what happens with me, and it was so weird yesterday when I talked to him to find out we are going in the same day! Of course another weird thing is just how the sequence of events happened yesterday, but that's another story!